A creditor called today. Happened to be a vendor turned friend.
I know he is chasing for payment and he sounded quite phai say also.
Good thing that I have negotiated with his finance to pay in installment, but apparently he was not updated.
But I felt so ashamed that I have to owe him money for so long.
Good thing he is understanding and told me not to worry about it.
The taste of humble pie really taste awful.
I will persevere.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Sunday, November 9, 2008
The day he got married
Actually not planning of blogging this coz i know sure cry one, but cant help it!
The day he got married, I cried like a pig... in bobo's car!
I teared all the way from my house to csb's place coz got bb's suprise bday party.
Just cant stop tearing.
I think csb's caterer thought I just broke up, I look si be ugly when meet caterer coz just cried for 1/2 hour.
Anyway, he looked so happy, so so happy, all smiles.
I felt a part of me also died when he looked so happy. ta ma de.
Jealous? Envious? maybe. It could have been me up there.
But I wish him the best and hope his married life will be a happy one - FOREVER.
Today I came to office to do accounts. Need to update accounts coz FA left mah.
my accounting skills so rusty and in the end i end up with 'sms fight' with FA on who is right and wrong.
si be bo-liao. i need third party to verify. Then i remember he is accountant, so i sms him. Sunday what, he may be out with his wife. Then he never replied back, maybe having hot sex with wife.
Suddenly ring ring ring ring.. he called. fuck, i dont think i can talk to him now lor.
but have to pick up phone, biz comes first!
So discuss discuss on the phone, how to treat certain items etc etc. ok me understooded and we said bye.
suddenly teared again - what the fuck man, why keep tearing! nah bei.
in my midst of tearing, he called again and said "eh you understand what i explained earlier not?"
fuck lah, I have to force out my answer while tearing. "yes la, i understand"
I think my heart moved up to my throat and formed a permanent lump there.
Lucky he continued to re-explain what he explained earlier, so i just need to "ya, yes, yes... yup". after which i managed to swallow the lump and talk normally.
STUPID, dont treat me so nice can! ARRGHH!!
The day he got married, I cried like a pig... in bobo's car!
I teared all the way from my house to csb's place coz got bb's suprise bday party.
Just cant stop tearing.
I think csb's caterer thought I just broke up, I look si be ugly when meet caterer coz just cried for 1/2 hour.
Anyway, he looked so happy, so so happy, all smiles.
I felt a part of me also died when he looked so happy. ta ma de.
Jealous? Envious? maybe. It could have been me up there.
But I wish him the best and hope his married life will be a happy one - FOREVER.
Today I came to office to do accounts. Need to update accounts coz FA left mah.
my accounting skills so rusty and in the end i end up with 'sms fight' with FA on who is right and wrong.
si be bo-liao. i need third party to verify. Then i remember he is accountant, so i sms him. Sunday what, he may be out with his wife. Then he never replied back, maybe having hot sex with wife.
Suddenly ring ring ring ring.. he called. fuck, i dont think i can talk to him now lor.
but have to pick up phone, biz comes first!
So discuss discuss on the phone, how to treat certain items etc etc. ok me understooded and we said bye.
suddenly teared again - what the fuck man, why keep tearing! nah bei.
in my midst of tearing, he called again and said "eh you understand what i explained earlier not?"
fuck lah, I have to force out my answer while tearing. "yes la, i understand"
I think my heart moved up to my throat and formed a permanent lump there.
Lucky he continued to re-explain what he explained earlier, so i just need to "ya, yes, yes... yup". after which i managed to swallow the lump and talk normally.
STUPID, dont treat me so nice can! ARRGHH!!
Friday, October 24, 2008
I'm human after all
Today is the most drama mama day in my life.
FA quit. FA = fucking asshole.
With FA quit, i have to take over his job, sigh.
so i cant go taipei. such disappointment, sorry ah fat!!
i owe u big din din for this :)
With the day started wrong since morning, rushing here and there for handover, blocking every access that FA has, I totally dont have the chance to sit back and let the emotions seep through.
Even when at ah bo's place, i was totally devoid of any emotion, totally numb to the whole situation. It feels just like another day, even though this is quite a huge bomb.
While waiting for the cab earlier, I have a lot of time to think.
Suddenly I feel quite handicapped, even though FA is a lousy, useless asshole, he is half a hand.
At least there is some help. But now everything falls to me.
Honestly, I'm very afraid, suddenly feel so uncertain of myself. What is the future like?
I'm afraid to imagine. For the first time in my life, I felt so afraid and uncertain.
ha! Seems that this journey is so long and I'm walking alone.
So many things not settled, lack of paper work for some matters, creditors at the door, employees' confidence, their loyalty, what new events to do, whether we are going the right direction, so much uncertainty. Sigh.
All that I hope for now is better business and strength to walk this through.
I pray to my Allah everyday is a better day and that my Allah must walk with me otherwise i will crumple and die. I simply can't do this alone anymore, I need help from divine power man!
So Allah, please help me okay. Walk with me.
FA quit. FA = fucking asshole.
With FA quit, i have to take over his job, sigh.
so i cant go taipei. such disappointment, sorry ah fat!!
i owe u big din din for this :)
With the day started wrong since morning, rushing here and there for handover, blocking every access that FA has, I totally dont have the chance to sit back and let the emotions seep through.
Even when at ah bo's place, i was totally devoid of any emotion, totally numb to the whole situation. It feels just like another day, even though this is quite a huge bomb.
While waiting for the cab earlier, I have a lot of time to think.
Suddenly I feel quite handicapped, even though FA is a lousy, useless asshole, he is half a hand.
At least there is some help. But now everything falls to me.
Honestly, I'm very afraid, suddenly feel so uncertain of myself. What is the future like?
I'm afraid to imagine. For the first time in my life, I felt so afraid and uncertain.
ha! Seems that this journey is so long and I'm walking alone.
So many things not settled, lack of paper work for some matters, creditors at the door, employees' confidence, their loyalty, what new events to do, whether we are going the right direction, so much uncertainty. Sigh.
All that I hope for now is better business and strength to walk this through.
I pray to my Allah everyday is a better day and that my Allah must walk with me otherwise i will crumple and die. I simply can't do this alone anymore, I need help from divine power man!
So Allah, please help me okay. Walk with me.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Love yourself
Recently, a colleague of mine is undergoing a major heartbreak.
Well, her bf who is based overseas has another woman. Apparently this is not the first time.
(Yes, i also wonder why is she still hanging on to the relp?)
Anyway, the asshole told my colleague to give him 3 months, dont see her. By the end of 3 months, he will give her an answer.
and this silly colleague actually agreed.
Actually sometimes I wonder why we like to torture ourselves.
Life is alrady hard enough, we should do happy things right?
Why must we degrade ourselves in a relationship (like my colleague here) when we can do many many other things?
As all of you have known, recently me and R is on cold war because he flared/lose temper/shouted at me in front of my friends when I showed concern.
What the fuck? Go to hell lor.
R actually sms and called me a couple of times dont know for what fuck, but I dont know what to say to him so I ignored both sms and calls.
I thought for a very long time during the weekend, as I told Pow, do I need such a relationship?
Well P (R's gd friend) would say "Aiyah, you never try. How you know? R has a lot of good points!"
Yes, he has but he has his bad points too, isnt?
At this moment, when my business is ailing, with me shouldering the responsibility of my employees, I dont see why I need to subject myself to further torture.
I have been fucking patient with R's moodiness, temper, ai chup bo chup attitude. OKay, relationship give and take right? Since R is at times sweet and know what i like, i let it pass.
But the flaring up in front of my friend is a definite no (Maybe it's last straw that break the camel's back).
I will not, repeat, I will not tolerate anyone shouting at me. Fuck, you feed me is it? If R feed me like my dad does, okay lah, shout until your voice hoarse, i dont give a damn. The thing is even my dad dont shout at me.
R has not apologized, I dont think he will. Frankly, I will let this relp go.
I'm not a punching bag lor. And this weird relp has been him him him, never we we we.
Marriage next year lah, have kid next year lah, stop my business lah, learn to cook for him lah.
enough lah. I want someone who accepts me as who I am and not to be with someone who wants me to change to suit his preference.
Enough.
Maybe this is my ego speaking at the moment, and I may regret this decision in the future.
But at this point, if you ask me now, i will let R go.
I will not degrade myself further. I tried but doesnt work, I think we just dont suit each other.
If we cannot complement each other in terms of strengths and weaknesses, why be with each other? It will prolong misery.
So i will move on.
No one loves me? It's okay, I love myself.
Well, her bf who is based overseas has another woman. Apparently this is not the first time.
(Yes, i also wonder why is she still hanging on to the relp?)
Anyway, the asshole told my colleague to give him 3 months, dont see her. By the end of 3 months, he will give her an answer.
and this silly colleague actually agreed.
Actually sometimes I wonder why we like to torture ourselves.
Life is alrady hard enough, we should do happy things right?
Why must we degrade ourselves in a relationship (like my colleague here) when we can do many many other things?
As all of you have known, recently me and R is on cold war because he flared/lose temper/shouted at me in front of my friends when I showed concern.
What the fuck? Go to hell lor.
R actually sms and called me a couple of times dont know for what fuck, but I dont know what to say to him so I ignored both sms and calls.
I thought for a very long time during the weekend, as I told Pow, do I need such a relationship?
Well P (R's gd friend) would say "Aiyah, you never try. How you know? R has a lot of good points!"
Yes, he has but he has his bad points too, isnt?
At this moment, when my business is ailing, with me shouldering the responsibility of my employees, I dont see why I need to subject myself to further torture.
I have been fucking patient with R's moodiness, temper, ai chup bo chup attitude. OKay, relationship give and take right? Since R is at times sweet and know what i like, i let it pass.
But the flaring up in front of my friend is a definite no (Maybe it's last straw that break the camel's back).
I will not, repeat, I will not tolerate anyone shouting at me. Fuck, you feed me is it? If R feed me like my dad does, okay lah, shout until your voice hoarse, i dont give a damn. The thing is even my dad dont shout at me.
R has not apologized, I dont think he will. Frankly, I will let this relp go.
I'm not a punching bag lor. And this weird relp has been him him him, never we we we.
Marriage next year lah, have kid next year lah, stop my business lah, learn to cook for him lah.
enough lah. I want someone who accepts me as who I am and not to be with someone who wants me to change to suit his preference.
Enough.
Maybe this is my ego speaking at the moment, and I may regret this decision in the future.
But at this point, if you ask me now, i will let R go.
I will not degrade myself further. I tried but doesnt work, I think we just dont suit each other.
If we cannot complement each other in terms of strengths and weaknesses, why be with each other? It will prolong misery.
So i will move on.
No one loves me? It's okay, I love myself.
Friday, October 10, 2008
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I misunderstood you since the day you left him.
I dont know you went through so much distress because of this company, and all this while I thought of you as a slut.
I'm glad we have a talk today.
Thank you and JZ, I'm so sorry.
I dont know you went through so much distress because of this company, and all this while I thought of you as a slut.
I'm glad we have a talk today.
Thank you and JZ, I'm so sorry.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
S.S No.8
I'm in love! with bb player from Singapore Slingers!
He is player No.8, position: guard. but wah lao 25 years old.
He is cool dude!! Will post up his photos in my FB soon!
In loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *drool like a bull dog*
He is player No.8, position: guard. but wah lao 25 years old.
He is cool dude!! Will post up his photos in my FB soon!
In loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *drool like a bull dog*
Friday, October 3, 2008
Tried and Tested II
Shisheido powder - Pass, not too bad.
Clarins Hydro XX (cant remember) - wah quite lousy, not moisturising enough. face dry like sand paper
Clarins sunblock - lurve to death
Shiseido blusher - not too bad
Kerastase - swear by it!
Lancome moisturiser - love it!
Lancome eye cream - ditch it!
Clinique lash curl or something - ka na sai. apparently it's created for people with already curl lashes. if you have asian lashes aka the 45 degree kind, dont bother to buy.
Origins mushroom moisturiser - not too bad, skin not so dry anymore
Origins eye serum - haven't seen any difference since I last use it.
CSB, how's your Lamer eye cream??
Clarins Hydro XX (cant remember) - wah quite lousy, not moisturising enough. face dry like sand paper
Clarins sunblock - lurve to death
Shiseido blusher - not too bad
Kerastase - swear by it!
Lancome moisturiser - love it!
Lancome eye cream - ditch it!
Clinique lash curl or something - ka na sai. apparently it's created for people with already curl lashes. if you have asian lashes aka the 45 degree kind, dont bother to buy.
Origins mushroom moisturiser - not too bad, skin not so dry anymore
Origins eye serum - haven't seen any difference since I last use it.
CSB, how's your Lamer eye cream??
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Forgot to update you guys
Dear Jess Ke,
Good day.
We spoke early last week on an opening grand stand that I ordered for my friend’s opening at Millenia Walk.
Delivery date: 13 September 2008
Recipient: Benno
Location: Millenia Walk
Cost: $120
I would like to express my disappointment over the personalized opening grand stand that I ordered from you for my friend’s boutique opening. When I spoke to you, you mentioned that you will design a nice beautiful grand stand on my friend’s opening. When I visited his opening yesterday, to my horror, the flowers that you used are already dying. I know some of the flowers you use are expensive ones, but they are dying. When I checked with my friend, he mentioned that when the flowers were delivered, the quality of flower is already ‘not fresh’ as it is.
This is such a disappointment because:
1. This is a grand opening of a boutique, yet you use dying flowers in the grand stand. I meant to send the flowers to my friend to congratulate him for his opening, I strongly believe DYING FLOWERS WILL NOT reflect that.
2. You caused embarrassment to your client by using such inferior quality flowers. I paid the amount you quoted in full but you caused me extreme embarrassment by sending inferior quality flowers. There is no way AT ALL you can compensate for this damage.
3. You told me $120 can get me a nice grand stand. But you don’t have quality in your product.
4. Grand stand flowers normally last at least for 3 days. Your flowers are already dying when you delivered on the FIRST DAY, which was Sat, 13 September.
5. I gave you ample time to make the necessary arrangement. I went early last week, you can check against your invoice order. So there is no excuse that you can’t source for quality flowers.
I’m a business owner myself, so I will give you some respect by not making a scene at your shop as you have walk-in customers. But I must highlight to you that this is not the way to do business. If you can’t deliver a good standard of grand opening stand at a budget of $120, let me know. You don’t use dying flowers to fit into my budget. You don’t believe me, go to Millennia Walk to check your flowers.
This is a huge disappointment indeed. You can be assured that this will be the first and definitely the last time I will ever make an order with Flower Scent. There is no way you can compensate for the embarrassment that you have caused me.
regards.
Good day.
We spoke early last week on an opening grand stand that I ordered for my friend’s opening at Millenia Walk.
Delivery date: 13 September 2008
Recipient: Benno
Location: Millenia Walk
Cost: $120
I would like to express my disappointment over the personalized opening grand stand that I ordered from you for my friend’s boutique opening. When I spoke to you, you mentioned that you will design a nice beautiful grand stand on my friend’s opening. When I visited his opening yesterday, to my horror, the flowers that you used are already dying. I know some of the flowers you use are expensive ones, but they are dying. When I checked with my friend, he mentioned that when the flowers were delivered, the quality of flower is already ‘not fresh’ as it is.
This is such a disappointment because:
1. This is a grand opening of a boutique, yet you use dying flowers in the grand stand. I meant to send the flowers to my friend to congratulate him for his opening, I strongly believe DYING FLOWERS WILL NOT reflect that.
2. You caused embarrassment to your client by using such inferior quality flowers. I paid the amount you quoted in full but you caused me extreme embarrassment by sending inferior quality flowers. There is no way AT ALL you can compensate for this damage.
3. You told me $120 can get me a nice grand stand. But you don’t have quality in your product.
4. Grand stand flowers normally last at least for 3 days. Your flowers are already dying when you delivered on the FIRST DAY, which was Sat, 13 September.
5. I gave you ample time to make the necessary arrangement. I went early last week, you can check against your invoice order. So there is no excuse that you can’t source for quality flowers.
I’m a business owner myself, so I will give you some respect by not making a scene at your shop as you have walk-in customers. But I must highlight to you that this is not the way to do business. If you can’t deliver a good standard of grand opening stand at a budget of $120, let me know. You don’t use dying flowers to fit into my budget. You don’t believe me, go to Millennia Walk to check your flowers.
This is a huge disappointment indeed. You can be assured that this will be the first and definitely the last time I will ever make an order with Flower Scent. There is no way you can compensate for the embarrassment that you have caused me.
regards.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Tried and Tested
Recently I bought Ettusias (did i spell the damn brand correctly?) pore cover powder or something. It cost me $66, with cheo casing and all.
Before I bought the powder, I looked at the sales girl's face, powder not bad, so I ask her "Are you using this powder?". She said yes, so ho-seh-liao - i bought the powder coz the texture really quite nice.
The next day, i also woke up with gusto coz want to use new powder mah. First, serum, moisturiser, sunblock etc and finally ready for my powder. Woo hoo, look damn cheo!!!
As usual, I'm always running for buses in my heels. So run run run and damn-it perspire. When i reach office hor, still think i very cheo. But when I went toilet, ta ma de, the stupid powder becomes uneven/patchy on the face. Angwee!
The next day I tried using the powder again, i thought maybe it's my moisturiser or something. Ta ma de same result. so the powder is anti-perspiration. No perspiration damn cheo. When you perspire, I will look as if I got fungus on my face. Ta ma de, what kind of powder is that??? Who the hell don't perspire???? MANNEQUIN???? Cock!!!
Now after wasting $66, I have to waste more money to buy back my good old Shu Eumura. And I'm so so broke lor!!! Dont even have money to buy bra liao! Shucks...What kind of powder anti-perspiration one? Quite disappointed at Ettusias, their mascara was quite good, can't say the same for their other products.
Angwee!!!
Before I bought the powder, I looked at the sales girl's face, powder not bad, so I ask her "Are you using this powder?". She said yes, so ho-seh-liao - i bought the powder coz the texture really quite nice.
The next day, i also woke up with gusto coz want to use new powder mah. First, serum, moisturiser, sunblock etc and finally ready for my powder. Woo hoo, look damn cheo!!!
As usual, I'm always running for buses in my heels. So run run run and damn-it perspire. When i reach office hor, still think i very cheo. But when I went toilet, ta ma de, the stupid powder becomes uneven/patchy on the face. Angwee!
The next day I tried using the powder again, i thought maybe it's my moisturiser or something. Ta ma de same result. so the powder is anti-perspiration. No perspiration damn cheo. When you perspire, I will look as if I got fungus on my face. Ta ma de, what kind of powder is that??? Who the hell don't perspire???? MANNEQUIN???? Cock!!!
Now after wasting $66, I have to waste more money to buy back my good old Shu Eumura. And I'm so so broke lor!!! Dont even have money to buy bra liao! Shucks...What kind of powder anti-perspiration one? Quite disappointed at Ettusias, their mascara was quite good, can't say the same for their other products.
Angwee!!!
Debrief for cheo blue dress
Jaycee says:
hahahaha in the blue dress not so bad lah
NONO FAT ASS says:
i look quite fat and i slouched
Jaycee says:
the green dress sorry
NONO FAT ASS says:
i need to stand straighter
Jaycee says:
the green dress is BAD
Jaycee says:
true frds tell the truth!!!
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya lah ya lah
Jaycee says:
i hope u better in person in the green dress hahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
ah ba den
NONO FAT ASS says:
super cheo
Jaycee says:
& hor
Jaycee says:
why u wear the bra with the blue dress arh
Jaycee says:
that dress supposed to be sexy neh
NONO FAT ASS says:
actually got tape one, but tape disappear during dinner
Jaycee says:
& make men drool
Jaycee says:
hahahaahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
i cannot find my normal bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
so ta ma de got to wear the bra u and me bought in bkk
Jaycee says:
hahahahahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
hehe
Jaycee says:
u need more bras
NONO FAT ASS says:
this shows that must be prepared before going for wedding
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya, i v broke to buy new bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
i got one black lacy lacy bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
i cant find it
NONO FAT ASS says:
ta ma de
NONO FAT ASS says:
otherwise v sexy wat, can see my lacy lacy bra
Jaycee says:
is it in ryan's pocket?
Jaycee says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
Jaycee says:
ok u wanted to be slutty
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya
NONO FAT ASS says:
but cant find bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
ta ma de
Jaycee says:
in the end still look virgin
NONO FAT ASS says:
yes
NONO FAT ASS says:
nah bei
hahahaha in the blue dress not so bad lah
NONO FAT ASS says:
i look quite fat and i slouched
Jaycee says:
the green dress sorry
NONO FAT ASS says:
i need to stand straighter
Jaycee says:
the green dress is BAD
Jaycee says:
true frds tell the truth!!!
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya lah ya lah
Jaycee says:
i hope u better in person in the green dress hahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
ah ba den
NONO FAT ASS says:
super cheo
Jaycee says:
& hor
Jaycee says:
why u wear the bra with the blue dress arh
Jaycee says:
that dress supposed to be sexy neh
NONO FAT ASS says:
actually got tape one, but tape disappear during dinner
Jaycee says:
& make men drool
Jaycee says:
hahahaahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
i cannot find my normal bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
so ta ma de got to wear the bra u and me bought in bkk
Jaycee says:
hahahahahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
hehe
Jaycee says:
u need more bras
NONO FAT ASS says:
this shows that must be prepared before going for wedding
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya, i v broke to buy new bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
i got one black lacy lacy bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
i cant find it
NONO FAT ASS says:
ta ma de
NONO FAT ASS says:
otherwise v sexy wat, can see my lacy lacy bra
Jaycee says:
is it in ryan's pocket?
Jaycee says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
Jaycee says:
ok u wanted to be slutty
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya
NONO FAT ASS says:
but cant find bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
ta ma de
Jaycee says:
in the end still look virgin
NONO FAT ASS says:
yes
NONO FAT ASS says:
nah bei
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Omnia vs. IPhone
I have been watching tv with mumster for the past few days.
Broke what... as in really broke, so stay home lor.
A lot of advertisement man, especially for Samsung Omnia Vs IPhone. Si be cool, okay! if got money sure buy. but too bad, fucking broke so can only drool and dream.
For past few days, the TV advertisement for the 2 phones have been pretty agressive especially during 9pm TCS 8 drama series. Omnia really looks damn cool lor, i would say no superior to Iphone. In terms of price, I'm not so sure siah. But the phone designs for both brands looks damn sleek. Plus, my favourite: The camera is 5 mega pixels. Woo hoo!
My friend has an IPhone, I really love it. The camera quality is damn good for a hp and the functions are like si be cool. Dream Phone! With Omnia coming up, think IPhone will have serious competition siah. Maybe Apple realise it too, otherwise the 2 brands will not fight heads on for TV advert.
It will be really interesting to know who will be the eventual winners in terms of sales. Samsung Omnia or Apple Iphone?
But one thing for sure, the biggest winner will be Mediacorp Advertising man..
Broke what... as in really broke, so stay home lor.
A lot of advertisement man, especially for Samsung Omnia Vs IPhone. Si be cool, okay! if got money sure buy. but too bad, fucking broke so can only drool and dream.
For past few days, the TV advertisement for the 2 phones have been pretty agressive especially during 9pm TCS 8 drama series. Omnia really looks damn cool lor, i would say no superior to Iphone. In terms of price, I'm not so sure siah. But the phone designs for both brands looks damn sleek. Plus, my favourite: The camera is 5 mega pixels. Woo hoo!
My friend has an IPhone, I really love it. The camera quality is damn good for a hp and the functions are like si be cool. Dream Phone! With Omnia coming up, think IPhone will have serious competition siah. Maybe Apple realise it too, otherwise the 2 brands will not fight heads on for TV advert.
It will be really interesting to know who will be the eventual winners in terms of sales. Samsung Omnia or Apple Iphone?
But one thing for sure, the biggest winner will be Mediacorp Advertising man..
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Inhale Exhale
Once again, the blockhead has made me angry.
Okay I will cool down first before I talk to him, otherwise I will hurl insults at him.
His current situation is pathetic enough, he doesnt command any respect from anyone, okay fine he doesnt need to take additional shits from me. I will bear with your nonsense now.
Dont try to be stupid again tomorrow when I talk to you, or you will regret you ever made the decision to talk to me about this.
Asshole.
Okay I will cool down first before I talk to him, otherwise I will hurl insults at him.
His current situation is pathetic enough, he doesnt command any respect from anyone, okay fine he doesnt need to take additional shits from me. I will bear with your nonsense now.
Dont try to be stupid again tomorrow when I talk to you, or you will regret you ever made the decision to talk to me about this.
Asshole.
Friday, August 1, 2008
Love AND Money
Yesterday Mr R was in his depressed mood again.
Our conversation went like this:
R: I'm bored
N: ha? how come you bored? thought u always very busy
R: I'm bored with life
N: .....................
I think this is normal really. I'm bored with my life sometimes, very routine what.
But in the case of Mr R, it has gotten a tad more frequent this year, to the extent I think he is in mild depression. I mean, life is full of up and downs right, there are times when we are unhappy what, but if you are unhappy all the time, maybe something is wrong emotionally lah.
So I emailed his good friend, Mr P, telling him that he has a depressed friend out of humour lah. Very bored what, work work work.
Suprisingly, Mr P replied in a very serious manner, telling me that it is normal for a man of 32 year of age - single - with all his friends either married or attached - to behave like that. So Mr R's reaction is normal lah.
I was really quite taken back, normal? Really??
So kepo me go and talk to another male friend and the conclusion is.... IT'S REALLY NORMAL!
His rationale is: Men are very simple beings, at all times they must have money and love. Cannot either or okay, it must be both. So if no food, it's okay, then wont complain coz have money and love.
So we analyse Mr R situation, though Mr R has money, he is depressed and whiny because his basic needs is not balanced. He only has money, but love part not fulfilled. So if now we sholve a gf to Mr R, he will stop complaining/whining.... ok make that LESS complains/whines.
Apparently men needs to talk too, and all these while I thought you just need to give them a remote control/joystick and they will be happy as bird.
So is this theory real? Is this another Ripley's Believe It or Not?
I also dunno siah.
Our conversation went like this:
R: I'm bored
N: ha? how come you bored? thought u always very busy
R: I'm bored with life
N: .....................
I think this is normal really. I'm bored with my life sometimes, very routine what.
But in the case of Mr R, it has gotten a tad more frequent this year, to the extent I think he is in mild depression. I mean, life is full of up and downs right, there are times when we are unhappy what, but if you are unhappy all the time, maybe something is wrong emotionally lah.
So I emailed his good friend, Mr P, telling him that he has a depressed friend out of humour lah. Very bored what, work work work.
Suprisingly, Mr P replied in a very serious manner, telling me that it is normal for a man of 32 year of age - single - with all his friends either married or attached - to behave like that. So Mr R's reaction is normal lah.
I was really quite taken back, normal? Really??
So kepo me go and talk to another male friend and the conclusion is.... IT'S REALLY NORMAL!
His rationale is: Men are very simple beings, at all times they must have money and love. Cannot either or okay, it must be both. So if no food, it's okay, then wont complain coz have money and love.
So we analyse Mr R situation, though Mr R has money, he is depressed and whiny because his basic needs is not balanced. He only has money, but love part not fulfilled. So if now we sholve a gf to Mr R, he will stop complaining/whining.... ok make that LESS complains/whines.
Apparently men needs to talk too, and all these while I thought you just need to give them a remote control/joystick and they will be happy as bird.
So is this theory real? Is this another Ripley's Believe It or Not?
I also dunno siah.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Why do we always hurt the people closest to us?
Actually I have been wanting to blog about this. Yes, problem at my family and yes it's my bro.
Sometimes, I really dont know what goes in his mind, I'm really willing to pay $1mil to go inside his head and see what he really is thinking.
The actions that he did sometimes really put people around him off, not to mention cause distress and hurt to people around him.
I'm fucking sure he doesn't do that to his friends lor. So why family bears the brunt of it?
Is it because we are family? No matter what happens, we still forgive and move on, so it gives him the ground to behave like a fucking bastard?
I'm really so sad and felt that why I can no longer communicate with my bro. Sometimes, I wonder if who I'm talking to - is the real him or is it not?
I would tear and can't fall to sleep whenever I'm disturbed by his behaviour.
I know as a sister, I need to let him grow up and lead his adult life, but his actions put me off and pissed me off a lot.
Really at a loss. Adult talk doesn't seem to work.
I really dont know what else I can do.
P/S: I talked to bro just now, letting him know the frustations he is causing. I really hope that he understand what I'm saying and not closing his ears with invisible hands. Lets work this out together bro! U know I still luv luv you no matter what you do, jerk!!! heeee
Sometimes, I really dont know what goes in his mind, I'm really willing to pay $1mil to go inside his head and see what he really is thinking.
The actions that he did sometimes really put people around him off, not to mention cause distress and hurt to people around him.
I'm fucking sure he doesn't do that to his friends lor. So why family bears the brunt of it?
Is it because we are family? No matter what happens, we still forgive and move on, so it gives him the ground to behave like a fucking bastard?
I'm really so sad and felt that why I can no longer communicate with my bro. Sometimes, I wonder if who I'm talking to - is the real him or is it not?
I would tear and can't fall to sleep whenever I'm disturbed by his behaviour.
I know as a sister, I need to let him grow up and lead his adult life, but his actions put me off and pissed me off a lot.
Really at a loss. Adult talk doesn't seem to work.
I really dont know what else I can do.
P/S: I talked to bro just now, letting him know the frustations he is causing. I really hope that he understand what I'm saying and not closing his ears with invisible hands. Lets work this out together bro! U know I still luv luv you no matter what you do, jerk!!! heeee
I love my boring colour prada make up pouch
helllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooooooooo sisters!!!
i just want to say that TWINKIE TEY BOUGHT THE BESTEST GIFT!!!
remember twinkie bought us prada make up pouch, distributed on sat while at prive?
Man!! The boring colour prada make up pouch is the BEST! make that SUPER BEST!
so nice to use!!!
i used to arrange all my make up nice nice to fit all in my make up pouch, but now...
i just need to dump everything and can still zip the make up pouch sui sui.
What can i say? I love my boring colour prada make up pouch to death!!! Very matching with my Longchamp bag! LOVE!!
i just want to say that TWINKIE TEY BOUGHT THE BESTEST GIFT!!!
remember twinkie bought us prada make up pouch, distributed on sat while at prive?
Man!! The boring colour prada make up pouch is the BEST! make that SUPER BEST!
so nice to use!!!
i used to arrange all my make up nice nice to fit all in my make up pouch, but now...
i just need to dump everything and can still zip the make up pouch sui sui.
What can i say? I love my boring colour prada make up pouch to death!!! Very matching with my Longchamp bag! LOVE!!
Monday, July 28, 2008
I have gone crazy
When I woke up this morning, I know I'm going to do something crazy today.
I just know it!
So I planned to take a half day leave - afternoon - for NO REASON at all... well I'm being lazy also lah...
Knowing that I will be airing my bai bai in the afternoon, I was super efficient in the morning! So by 1.50pm, I was off for the day today.
Itchy minded me thought through what I can do... of course fav past-time... GO SALOON!!
yes, i went to cut my hair AGAIN... but thankfully I look OK.. haha better than my nah beh auntie hairstyle. While at the saloon, might as well go all the way right, I dyed my hair too -yippiness and double nah beh, i spent a total of $206 freaking dollars coz i bought some hair products too.
Well, it was 5pm, when I was finally out of the saloon. Meeting mumster at 7pm, so guess wat... still got time to shop. Suddenly I remember that I havent gone to LVER to shop and i know they have sale promotions! So super smart me take MRT to Orchard to go shop lah.
Stupid LVER only displayed stupid items for sale so triple nahbeh I made an useless and fruitless trip. Very bue gam buan. SOOOOOOOOO.... i went to GG5 TO SHOP!!! New hairstyle must have new collection of clothes wat, if not doesnt match mah!
I bought a total of 3 tops and spent a total of $160. BEST!!
THEN.......... one of my top is too thin, so need to get a tube top... so i went to...... MNG!
quardruplet nah beh... i spent another $45 coz i bought one tube and 1 camisole. super best!
So my total spending within 5 hours is $411! Fucking nah beh what have I done?????
oh well.. at least it was nahbehness fun so not too bad lah..
i really need to marry a rich husband...
I just know it!
So I planned to take a half day leave - afternoon - for NO REASON at all... well I'm being lazy also lah...
Knowing that I will be airing my bai bai in the afternoon, I was super efficient in the morning! So by 1.50pm, I was off for the day today.
Itchy minded me thought through what I can do... of course fav past-time... GO SALOON!!
yes, i went to cut my hair AGAIN... but thankfully I look OK.. haha better than my nah beh auntie hairstyle. While at the saloon, might as well go all the way right, I dyed my hair too -yippiness and double nah beh, i spent a total of $206 freaking dollars coz i bought some hair products too.
Well, it was 5pm, when I was finally out of the saloon. Meeting mumster at 7pm, so guess wat... still got time to shop. Suddenly I remember that I havent gone to LVER to shop and i know they have sale promotions! So super smart me take MRT to Orchard to go shop lah.
Stupid LVER only displayed stupid items for sale so triple nahbeh I made an useless and fruitless trip. Very bue gam buan. SOOOOOOOOO.... i went to GG5 TO SHOP!!! New hairstyle must have new collection of clothes wat, if not doesnt match mah!
I bought a total of 3 tops and spent a total of $160. BEST!!
THEN.......... one of my top is too thin, so need to get a tube top... so i went to...... MNG!
quardruplet nah beh... i spent another $45 coz i bought one tube and 1 camisole. super best!
So my total spending within 5 hours is $411! Fucking nah beh what have I done?????
oh well.. at least it was nahbehness fun so not too bad lah..
i really need to marry a rich husband...
Friday, July 18, 2008
Behaviour at work
1. Appear busy by sighing, tsk tsk - Come on, been there done that, I know what you are 'busy' with, dahlink
2. Sit on decision - Wassup? Solutions will drop from sky if you neh do anything about it?
3. Do mistake, look at people with bambi eyes, hopeful to get away with it (multiple times) - Err... your mascara smudged.. got eye sleep too.. yick
4. Phone your colleagues within the company and whisper whisper pretend to call client - Si be obvious can?
5. Laugh very loud dunno for what and laugh at every single joke - So uncool can?
6. Always complain a lot of things to do - Shut up lah, everyone is multi-tasking, you are not the only one. Get a grip or get out
7. Call for meeting to appear important - Also speechless
8. Making excuses - Haiz....
9. Taking extra long smoke breaks, rush work, do mistakes - refer to no. 3
10. Blogging about behaviour at work instead of working - I bo liao what, cannot meh?
2. Sit on decision - Wassup? Solutions will drop from sky if you neh do anything about it?
3. Do mistake, look at people with bambi eyes, hopeful to get away with it (multiple times) - Err... your mascara smudged.. got eye sleep too.. yick
4. Phone your colleagues within the company and whisper whisper pretend to call client - Si be obvious can?
5. Laugh very loud dunno for what and laugh at every single joke - So uncool can?
6. Always complain a lot of things to do - Shut up lah, everyone is multi-tasking, you are not the only one. Get a grip or get out
7. Call for meeting to appear important - Also speechless
8. Making excuses - Haiz....
9. Taking extra long smoke breaks, rush work, do mistakes - refer to no. 3
10. Blogging about behaviour at work instead of working - I bo liao what, cannot meh?
Monday, July 14, 2008
Reunion!
Wah so long never blog already!!!!!
anywayzzz Ah Fat is back and we had a hell of reunion last sat! let me tell you how I spent my sat with ah pui.
3.30 pm: Reached queensway to meet ah fat at queensway to get her running shoes. Ah fat hadnt reached yet, so I walked around like a gundu.
3.45pm: Ah fat arrived!! In her stylo milo hair hahahahahhaa... she put effort to style her hair coz i said her hair need new perming on friday. hahahaha... and
4.00pm: Walked around queensway to find hte shop I bought my Asics. Found it! Man! She got her Asics at $91. Ta ma de, i got mine at $150 last time lor!
4.15pm: On our way to Orchard in bus no.14. Cant remember what we talked about in the bus-stop. Somehow reached orchard liao.
4.30pm: Looking for food, need to feed fatcat. Dropped by Prada and Tods to parade ourselves before that.
4.40pm: Settled down at Soup Spoon and ordered si be a lot of food.
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5.30pm: Still eating and gossiping
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6.00pm: Finished our meal and off we go shopping! Bought some stuff at Promod, then ah fat and I decided that we overate at Soup Spoon, change dinner venue to Tong Shui!
6.30pm: Went to on pedder to salivate at all the bags and shoes. Proceed to Zara - si be crowded!! aarrgghhh claustrophobic!!
7.00pm: CSB arrived to join us at Mango and we started to yakity yak yak yak about fashion, and of course her useless driving instructor. Ah fat managed to buy a super cool dress and beautiful shoulder-drape. Ta ma de, I tried on the shoulder drape but I look si be stumpy coz i have short shoulder. Somehow we spent 45 min in Mango, dont know do what. haha!
7.45pm: Queue for taxi at Wisma. Got our cab in 8 min or less. The taxi meter reads $6.80 once we settled our big butts in the cab. All of us got shocked, but well continue gossiping anyway. Topic: I cannot remember leh hahahahahaha
8.00pm: Reached Tong Shui, AARRHHHHH FAMBLY REUNION!!!!
8.15pm: yakity yak yak yakity yak + order food + yakitiy yak yak yak
8.30pm: yakity yak yak + chomp chomp + yakity yak yak
930pm: still yakity yak yak yak yak
At about 10 plus I think : Saw garfield in Tong Shui, EWWWW all the gals refrain themselves from staring at the ugly sight. So gossip gossip about his companion and we concluded that she should be arrested by fashion police. haha!
So we yakity yak yak further until 2am in the morning. How time flies!!
I'm so happy to have reunion with the rest of the babes. Seems that we have no ending topics to talk about you know. I feel so good after our little dinner at tong shui, and cant bear to say goodbye. We should really get our "flats" together soon haha!
Missing all of you already, i cant wait till Wed!
anywayzzz Ah Fat is back and we had a hell of reunion last sat! let me tell you how I spent my sat with ah pui.
3.30 pm: Reached queensway to meet ah fat at queensway to get her running shoes. Ah fat hadnt reached yet, so I walked around like a gundu.
3.45pm: Ah fat arrived!! In her stylo milo hair hahahahahhaa... she put effort to style her hair coz i said her hair need new perming on friday. hahahaha... and
4.00pm: Walked around queensway to find hte shop I bought my Asics. Found it! Man! She got her Asics at $91. Ta ma de, i got mine at $150 last time lor!
4.15pm: On our way to Orchard in bus no.14. Cant remember what we talked about in the bus-stop. Somehow reached orchard liao.
4.30pm: Looking for food, need to feed fatcat. Dropped by Prada and Tods to parade ourselves before that.
4.40pm: Settled down at Soup Spoon and ordered si be a lot of food.
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5.30pm: Still eating and gossiping
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6.00pm: Finished our meal and off we go shopping! Bought some stuff at Promod, then ah fat and I decided that we overate at Soup Spoon, change dinner venue to Tong Shui!
6.30pm: Went to on pedder to salivate at all the bags and shoes. Proceed to Zara - si be crowded!! aarrgghhh claustrophobic!!
7.00pm: CSB arrived to join us at Mango and we started to yakity yak yak yak about fashion, and of course her useless driving instructor. Ah fat managed to buy a super cool dress and beautiful shoulder-drape. Ta ma de, I tried on the shoulder drape but I look si be stumpy coz i have short shoulder. Somehow we spent 45 min in Mango, dont know do what. haha!
7.45pm: Queue for taxi at Wisma. Got our cab in 8 min or less. The taxi meter reads $6.80 once we settled our big butts in the cab. All of us got shocked, but well continue gossiping anyway. Topic: I cannot remember leh hahahahahaha
8.00pm: Reached Tong Shui, AARRHHHHH FAMBLY REUNION!!!!
8.15pm: yakity yak yak yakity yak + order food + yakitiy yak yak yak
8.30pm: yakity yak yak + chomp chomp + yakity yak yak
930pm: still yakity yak yak yak yak
At about 10 plus I think : Saw garfield in Tong Shui, EWWWW all the gals refrain themselves from staring at the ugly sight. So gossip gossip about his companion and we concluded that she should be arrested by fashion police. haha!
So we yakity yak yak further until 2am in the morning. How time flies!!
I'm so happy to have reunion with the rest of the babes. Seems that we have no ending topics to talk about you know. I feel so good after our little dinner at tong shui, and cant bear to say goodbye. We should really get our "flats" together soon haha!
Missing all of you already, i cant wait till Wed!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Suprise Suprise (III)
I just found out today that my colleagues actually slipped a choker into the flower basket they sent to me!! Wah lao they just told me today!!
Lucky the flower still fresh, or I would have thrown the choker away!
HAHAHAHAHAHA GONGSTER LAH THESE PEOPLE...
k will take a photo of it and upload (when I find my usb connector)
Lucky the flower still fresh, or I would have thrown the choker away!
HAHAHAHAHAHA GONGSTER LAH THESE PEOPLE...
k will take a photo of it and upload (when I find my usb connector)
My temper is going from bad to worse
I feel so bad today. I quarelled with mumster because she packed my organised mess.
And being anal, I really hate it when people touch my things. Wah lao, already no privacy with mumster poking her nose into everything in my life - even what i wear and how i comb my hair, my room she also 'bu fang guo'. So today I really was quite mad.
But now, felt so sorry that I quarelled with her. She packed my room out of good gesture coz my room is really messy. Yes, my room is messier than twinkie tay's room. haha..
I discover that my temper is getting worse these days, I have become so impatient, even more quick tempered, want to scold people all the time, irritable, hai! What is wrong with me? This is really terrible because my family members are the recipient of my moods. I think I super duper pms.
I think I roughly found out why my temper become so bad. My lifestyle has been work work work, I have even skipped my exercise regime. I have become sluggish and slow and ultimate lazy! Can you believe it - I'm too lazy to get my ass down to collect letters? I'm super duper late in paying bills this month. I need to snap out from my lazy trance!!!!!
So this is what I plan to do:
1. Resume exercise regime, at least 3 times a week.
2. Go running once I hit home, even though dying of hunger. Once I ate, normally i will lie on sofa and become part of it
3. Seriously consider to sign up with fitness coach.
4. Go yoga class with Twink, once a week. Nah bei, I cant find my yoga pants yesterday, I really want to cry on the spot - see, told you my mood is ?????
5. Stop taking naps on weekends. Man, this is really tough. I always feel sleepy in the afternoon, and i always end up sleeping whole day. After I wake up, normally will feel lousy. So when feeling sleepy, I will go house gym, do DIY haircare, do DIY facecare, read books by pool or go out.
Okay, this is my action plans to get back to my healthy lifestyle. I must do this!!!!
And being anal, I really hate it when people touch my things. Wah lao, already no privacy with mumster poking her nose into everything in my life - even what i wear and how i comb my hair, my room she also 'bu fang guo'. So today I really was quite mad.
But now, felt so sorry that I quarelled with her. She packed my room out of good gesture coz my room is really messy. Yes, my room is messier than twinkie tay's room. haha..
I discover that my temper is getting worse these days, I have become so impatient, even more quick tempered, want to scold people all the time, irritable, hai! What is wrong with me? This is really terrible because my family members are the recipient of my moods. I think I super duper pms.
I think I roughly found out why my temper become so bad. My lifestyle has been work work work, I have even skipped my exercise regime. I have become sluggish and slow and ultimate lazy! Can you believe it - I'm too lazy to get my ass down to collect letters? I'm super duper late in paying bills this month. I need to snap out from my lazy trance!!!!!
So this is what I plan to do:
1. Resume exercise regime, at least 3 times a week.
2. Go running once I hit home, even though dying of hunger. Once I ate, normally i will lie on sofa and become part of it
3. Seriously consider to sign up with fitness coach.
4. Go yoga class with Twink, once a week. Nah bei, I cant find my yoga pants yesterday, I really want to cry on the spot - see, told you my mood is ?????
5. Stop taking naps on weekends. Man, this is really tough. I always feel sleepy in the afternoon, and i always end up sleeping whole day. After I wake up, normally will feel lousy. So when feeling sleepy, I will go house gym, do DIY haircare, do DIY facecare, read books by pool or go out.
Okay, this is my action plans to get back to my healthy lifestyle. I must do this!!!!
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
It's contagious
I tell you! Depression is contagious.
Recently I spoke to Exhibit A, wah lao, he is damn pessimist. He failed one paper and he felt that he is a failure. Well, he failed 2 times lah.
After speaking to him, I also feel depressed!
Hmm, interest dying.
Recently I spoke to Exhibit A, wah lao, he is damn pessimist. He failed one paper and he felt that he is a failure. Well, he failed 2 times lah.
After speaking to him, I also feel depressed!
Hmm, interest dying.
Friday, June 6, 2008
Suprise Suprise (II)
HUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH got suprise in office today!
I was busy working my ass off suddenly everyone started to sing me a birthday song!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAAHA I was genuinely suprised! me so blur, didnt even know they all crept behind me to get ready with the cake!
Man, i si be blur!
Then got lots of old chang kee food and a BakerzInn strawberry cheese cake!!!
my favourite, all cheese and more cheese!
After a full and satisfying MEAL, ding dong, got delivery!
Some of my colleagues sent me a big basket of flowers! HAHHAHAHAHA haiyoh, they so cute!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
I was busy working my ass off suddenly everyone started to sing me a birthday song!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAAHA I was genuinely suprised! me so blur, didnt even know they all crept behind me to get ready with the cake!
Man, i si be blur!
Then got lots of old chang kee food and a BakerzInn strawberry cheese cake!!!
my favourite, all cheese and more cheese!
After a full and satisfying MEAL, ding dong, got delivery!
Some of my colleagues sent me a big basket of flowers! HAHHAHAHAHA haiyoh, they so cute!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Birthday
Well well.. just turned 30 lor.
What do I feel? Hmmm.. nothing different leh.
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT I'm so happie I got so many people wishing me happy birthday! Yes.. I'm that easily contented.
So what did I do on my birthday?
I took leave, accompany my dadster and momster from morning until 2pm. Until then, I DITCHED them coz dadster kept complaining about broster! Man, too much NEGATIVE VIBES on my bday. Sorry dad!
So I went shopping from orchard all the way to vivo city! I eat whatever I want to eat, I shop, I look, I try, I buy and practically smiling at everyone who happens to glance my way. The best part is.... no need to queue for fitting rooms! The fitting rooms are all MINE! WOO HOO!! Sales girls are generally quite polite too, maybe they nothing to do, so entertain me lor.
A couple of friends called to sing song to me, chat with me, it's really a happy day man. I feel so blessed and happy that I'm me! And thanks sistas, for the bouquet of flowers, so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!! I took the pictures but I cant find the cable for my phone so I cannot upload. Sorry!
Then at night went dinner with Exhibit A, got another bouquet of flowers muarharharhharar... Simple dinner lah, at my request. And why I dont want to tell who is Exhibit A.....Well, dun want to jinx it, so no need to try to guess, I will ignore your questions! KEKEKEKEKEKE..... and ah fat, we NEVER kiss.. Hello? It's me you talking about leh! chey! and ah bo actually called me during office hours to gossip about Exhibit A? Siao bo! In the office leh, where everyone pretends to be busy while eavesdropping! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA
Anyways, the older I get, the more I understand the need to be happy at all times. One of my friends told me, Being negative will only suck up all your energy while not improving on the situation. Very true right? oh my senior told me one, by the way hor, I think he attached liao, coz after dinner, he went off for movie. I was telling ah fat, he REALLY just want to catch up.
Thats all for update for now, dont have anymore to update. Except my total damage yesterday was almost S$300. heh!
What do I feel? Hmmm.. nothing different leh.
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT I'm so happie I got so many people wishing me happy birthday! Yes.. I'm that easily contented.
So what did I do on my birthday?
I took leave, accompany my dadster and momster from morning until 2pm. Until then, I DITCHED them coz dadster kept complaining about broster! Man, too much NEGATIVE VIBES on my bday. Sorry dad!
So I went shopping from orchard all the way to vivo city! I eat whatever I want to eat, I shop, I look, I try, I buy and practically smiling at everyone who happens to glance my way. The best part is.... no need to queue for fitting rooms! The fitting rooms are all MINE! WOO HOO!! Sales girls are generally quite polite too, maybe they nothing to do, so entertain me lor.
A couple of friends called to sing song to me, chat with me, it's really a happy day man. I feel so blessed and happy that I'm me! And thanks sistas, for the bouquet of flowers, so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!! I took the pictures but I cant find the cable for my phone so I cannot upload. Sorry!
Then at night went dinner with Exhibit A, got another bouquet of flowers muarharharhharar... Simple dinner lah, at my request. And why I dont want to tell who is Exhibit A.....Well, dun want to jinx it, so no need to try to guess, I will ignore your questions! KEKEKEKEKEKE..... and ah fat, we NEVER kiss.. Hello? It's me you talking about leh! chey! and ah bo actually called me during office hours to gossip about Exhibit A? Siao bo! In the office leh, where everyone pretends to be busy while eavesdropping! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA
Anyways, the older I get, the more I understand the need to be happy at all times. One of my friends told me, Being negative will only suck up all your energy while not improving on the situation. Very true right? oh my senior told me one, by the way hor, I think he attached liao, coz after dinner, he went off for movie. I was telling ah fat, he REALLY just want to catch up.
Thats all for update for now, dont have anymore to update. Except my total damage yesterday was almost S$300. heh!
When you are on a bus.....
DON'T............
1. Molest people physically or mentally
2. Raise your arm up high if you think you have B.O.
3. Jostle your way up and down the bus - Hello? Queue up will die?
4. Die die must get a sit unless you are 55 and above.
5. Pretend to fall asleep so you no need to give up your seat to the elderly.
6. Stand too close to me, you are going to hit my small breasts already.
7. Play your irritating music outloud, your lim peh don't own SBS or SMRT
8. Be rude to bus-drivers
9. Be rude to passengers
and finally, most IMPORTANTLY, don't
10. Fart - it's fucking smelly and all of us are stuck in the freaking bus.
1. Molest people physically or mentally
2. Raise your arm up high if you think you have B.O.
3. Jostle your way up and down the bus - Hello? Queue up will die?
4. Die die must get a sit unless you are 55 and above.
5. Pretend to fall asleep so you no need to give up your seat to the elderly.
6. Stand too close to me, you are going to hit my small breasts already.
7. Play your irritating music outloud, your lim peh don't own SBS or SMRT
8. Be rude to bus-drivers
9. Be rude to passengers
and finally, most IMPORTANTLY, don't
10. Fart - it's fucking smelly and all of us are stuck in the freaking bus.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
To buy list this saturday
I'm going to Queensway this saturday!!!
Things to buy:
Sports Bra
New running gear
Socks
Cap
I'm going to look good when jogging!! woo hoooo!!!!
Things to buy:
Sports Bra
New running gear
Socks
Cap
I'm going to look good when jogging!! woo hoooo!!!!
Petty man
What do you do with petty man?
Ignore their pettiness lor. After working for quite some time with a colleague, I discover that he likes to comment on things, but when people comment on his thoughts, he will be very defensive and petty about it.
I guess can be attributed to him being in the industry for so long and me still pretty new.
The thing I cannot tahan is he become very cross and petty. Aiyoh, we cannot be right all the times mah.
Oh well, just ignore his pettiness lor. I just have to be more thick skinned and still talk to him professionally.
What to do right? hee..
Ignore their pettiness lor. After working for quite some time with a colleague, I discover that he likes to comment on things, but when people comment on his thoughts, he will be very defensive and petty about it.
I guess can be attributed to him being in the industry for so long and me still pretty new.
The thing I cannot tahan is he become very cross and petty. Aiyoh, we cannot be right all the times mah.
Oh well, just ignore his pettiness lor. I just have to be more thick skinned and still talk to him professionally.
What to do right? hee..
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Suprise Suprise!
My ex-boss mailed me suddenly, telling me that he is quitting his job and that asked me if i want to go into a joint venture!
what a suprise and im certainly flattered man!
meeting next week to discuss more about this. Honestly, not very enthu about setting another new company. I aliken it to while struggling to complete a half-marathon, someone ask me "eh want to run another marathon not?" HAHAHA..
but certainly is a pleasant suprise! will update further after my meeting next week.
:)
what a suprise and im certainly flattered man!
meeting next week to discuss more about this. Honestly, not very enthu about setting another new company. I aliken it to while struggling to complete a half-marathon, someone ask me "eh want to run another marathon not?" HAHAHA..
but certainly is a pleasant suprise! will update further after my meeting next week.
:)
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Fuck it
GAH!!! just by looking at the title you know im having a fucking bad day.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
NB. No need to guess, because of work, all the time!
So angry that I want to kick a cat!
haizzz.... tried my best in getting best speakers and all, but my events just not selling. AAAAAARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
losing confidence in myself, am i that lousy? am i? why things not moving?
at this point, im totally losing faith in myself. but dont worry, i will pick myself up as i know being angry at myself dont help a single shit.
ok felt better. im human after all. fuck.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
NB. No need to guess, because of work, all the time!
So angry that I want to kick a cat!
haizzz.... tried my best in getting best speakers and all, but my events just not selling. AAAAAARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
losing confidence in myself, am i that lousy? am i? why things not moving?
at this point, im totally losing faith in myself. but dont worry, i will pick myself up as i know being angry at myself dont help a single shit.
ok felt better. im human after all. fuck.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Long time no update
So tired today, just finished walking whole of bukit bintang stretch.
I neh buy anything, nothing to purchase anyway.
So me and brudder came back to hotel, since I have to print some documents.
Alas, stupid business centre is closed! Ta ma de, only 9.30pm ok.
and each printing is RM3 bucks! I can buy one Ramlee burger with egg with that!
So no one to mend business centre, I call operator lor.
This gentle giant look alike came to help me out. He is so funny!! trying to imitate singaporean slang kekekkee... so silly.
Turn out that he doesnt have the password, so he said will print from reception.
But at the reception, a lot of chinese guests waiting for check-in so I have to wait.
wait and wait and wait and wait... and wait and wait and wait and wait...
suddenly, one chinese man whipped out an electronic shaver and started to shave at hotel lobby, while waiting for check in.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA I want to laugh so funny!!!
It's similar to taking out my epilator and start plucking my leghair ok, at hotel lobby.
How can someone do that? HAHHAHAHAHAHHA... oh well...
and before I forget, Mumster, happy mothers' day!!!
I neh buy anything, nothing to purchase anyway.
So me and brudder came back to hotel, since I have to print some documents.
Alas, stupid business centre is closed! Ta ma de, only 9.30pm ok.
and each printing is RM3 bucks! I can buy one Ramlee burger with egg with that!
So no one to mend business centre, I call operator lor.
This gentle giant look alike came to help me out. He is so funny!! trying to imitate singaporean slang kekekkee... so silly.
Turn out that he doesnt have the password, so he said will print from reception.
But at the reception, a lot of chinese guests waiting for check-in so I have to wait.
wait and wait and wait and wait... and wait and wait and wait and wait...
suddenly, one chinese man whipped out an electronic shaver and started to shave at hotel lobby, while waiting for check in.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA I want to laugh so funny!!!
It's similar to taking out my epilator and start plucking my leghair ok, at hotel lobby.
How can someone do that? HAHHAHAHAHAHHA... oh well...
and before I forget, Mumster, happy mothers' day!!!
Thursday, May 8, 2008
What Love means to a 4-8 year old....
I'm sure all of you have read this before, but it's so sweet&touching, I got to post it up in moi blog!
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.
> >Rebecca- age 8
Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.
> >Karl - age 5
Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.'
> >Chrissy - age 6
Love is what makes you smile when you're tired
> >Terri - age 4
Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK
> >Danny - age 7
Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.
> >Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)
If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate.
> >Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)
Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.
> >Noelle - age 7
Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.
> >Tommy - age 6
Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.
> >Elaine-age 5
Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.
> >Mary Ann - age 4
I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.
> >Lauren - age 4
Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.
> >Mark - age 6
And the final one...
The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.
When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy
said, “Nothing, I just helped him cry”
Such a nice message, I also want LOVE!!!
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.
> >Rebecca- age 8
Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.
> >Karl - age 5
Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.'
> >Chrissy - age 6
Love is what makes you smile when you're tired
> >Terri - age 4
Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK
> >Danny - age 7
Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.
> >Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)
If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate.
> >Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)
Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.
> >Noelle - age 7
Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.
> >Tommy - age 6
Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.
> >Elaine-age 5
Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.
> >Mary Ann - age 4
I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.
> >Lauren - age 4
Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.
> >Mark - age 6
And the final one...
The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.
When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy
said, “Nothing, I just helped him cry”
Such a nice message, I also want LOVE!!!
Monday, April 14, 2008
Once in a while....
Once in a while I will feel depressed over this business really.
Never ending pit hole of problems.
So brace yourself for depressing blog. If you are in depression mode, read some other day.
I wish I dont complain that much, but I will explode soon.
ARRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
The ideal working environment, in my opinion, if everyone does their job well.
But of course, in the reality world, not everyone can meet up to our expectations, that is why there is such a phrase called "the weakest link"
It's very frustating when you run at full speed, but someone is pulling you back because of their inefficiency or whatever fuck? I hate it when people are not doing their job properly.
The worse is they don't know they are pulling you back - pengsan, and you can't sack them. triple sigh.
Oh well, I guess there is no such thing as an ideal working world.
Fortunately, there are some colleagues who are efficient and professional, though they complain a lot. but everyone complains, so no biggie.
So I really understand why Jack Welch sack the bottom 15% performers as they will only drag the company along with them. Totally can understand, Jack. In fact, I think it's good. Too bad, I'm currently lack of staff, otherwise there are some people who should go because this line is not suitable for them.
Recently, I made a decision that render me heartless and cold.
Well, I feel bad about it really, but it's a decision that has to be made, for the best of company.
It is also through this incident that I realise it is so important to get rid of "the weakest link" or otherwise they are mood dampener and a stumbling block.
But sadly, the root of all unhappiness is always money. If we are making enough, I dont think have any problems at all.
Money Money Money
Never ending pit hole of problems.
So brace yourself for depressing blog. If you are in depression mode, read some other day.
I wish I dont complain that much, but I will explode soon.
ARRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
The ideal working environment, in my opinion, if everyone does their job well.
But of course, in the reality world, not everyone can meet up to our expectations, that is why there is such a phrase called "the weakest link"
It's very frustating when you run at full speed, but someone is pulling you back because of their inefficiency or whatever fuck? I hate it when people are not doing their job properly.
The worse is they don't know they are pulling you back - pengsan, and you can't sack them. triple sigh.
Oh well, I guess there is no such thing as an ideal working world.
Fortunately, there are some colleagues who are efficient and professional, though they complain a lot. but everyone complains, so no biggie.
So I really understand why Jack Welch sack the bottom 15% performers as they will only drag the company along with them. Totally can understand, Jack. In fact, I think it's good. Too bad, I'm currently lack of staff, otherwise there are some people who should go because this line is not suitable for them.
Recently, I made a decision that render me heartless and cold.
Well, I feel bad about it really, but it's a decision that has to be made, for the best of company.
It is also through this incident that I realise it is so important to get rid of "the weakest link" or otherwise they are mood dampener and a stumbling block.
But sadly, the root of all unhappiness is always money. If we are making enough, I dont think have any problems at all.
Money Money Money
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
I'm a Kiok Sai Manager
Ok, recently I nominate myself to be Kiok Sai Manager.
Project go wrong, me kiok sai.
Colleague resigned, i kiok sai - si be problematic event i tell you. knn.
si mi cockster went wrong, i kiok sai. nah bei.
if this is not my own company, i fucking resigned already!
plus si beh pek chek today never run again!!!!!!
fuck.
ok enough of my rants.
knocking off..
see u gals on the 10th april. luv luv
Project go wrong, me kiok sai.
Colleague resigned, i kiok sai - si be problematic event i tell you. knn.
si mi cockster went wrong, i kiok sai. nah bei.
if this is not my own company, i fucking resigned already!
plus si beh pek chek today never run again!!!!!!
fuck.
ok enough of my rants.
knocking off..
see u gals on the 10th april. luv luv
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Ring Ring...Ring Ring...
Date: 27 March 2008
Time: 9.34pm
Location: Office
9.34pm: (Hp vibrates...)
Nono: Hallo?
Mystery Caller: Hello.. (starts to laugh)
Nono: Ah Bo ah? Wah Lao!! you still in office ah?
Ah Bo: No me flasher from redhill market hahahahahhaa... You still in office ah?
Nono: YA LOR!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA WAH LAO EH
Ah Bo: Eh I call you at office??
Nono: OK!!!
5 seconds later....
Nono: Hallo!! Why you still in office?
Ah Bo: You also what, what doing in office? Not scared ah?
Nono: Scared of what?
Ah Bo: Scared of the things you pantang
Nono: Ok shut uppp.. How come you still in office?
Ah Bo: Oh I stay in office to surf net
Nono: Ya ya and me surfing porn
Ah Bo: Eat already not?
Nono: I had a piece of gardenia bread, you le?
Ah Bo: Havent
Nono: Want to go dinner?
Ah Bo: Okay! Pick you up at 10.
Sniff..... Ah Bo, me so glad you called! Though like going to grow fat from eating dinner at 10 lor!
I luv my friends, what am I to do without you all?
Sniff....
Time: 9.34pm
Location: Office
9.34pm: (Hp vibrates...)
Nono: Hallo?
Mystery Caller: Hello.. (starts to laugh)
Nono: Ah Bo ah? Wah Lao!! you still in office ah?
Ah Bo: No me flasher from redhill market hahahahahhaa... You still in office ah?
Nono: YA LOR!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA WAH LAO EH
Ah Bo: Eh I call you at office??
Nono: OK!!!
5 seconds later....
Nono: Hallo!! Why you still in office?
Ah Bo: You also what, what doing in office? Not scared ah?
Nono: Scared of what?
Ah Bo: Scared of the things you pantang
Nono: Ok shut uppp.. How come you still in office?
Ah Bo: Oh I stay in office to surf net
Nono: Ya ya and me surfing porn
Ah Bo: Eat already not?
Nono: I had a piece of gardenia bread, you le?
Ah Bo: Havent
Nono: Want to go dinner?
Ah Bo: Okay! Pick you up at 10.
Sniff..... Ah Bo, me so glad you called! Though like going to grow fat from eating dinner at 10 lor!
I luv my friends, what am I to do without you all?
Sniff....
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Valentine's Day
This is supposed to be Valentine's Day post but cannot post on time.
Anyway, rather frustated during Valentine's Day due to someone's remark.
Well it all started with some colleagues and I planning for an outing together during Valentine's Day since we are all singles.
Scatterbrain me forgot dad going back on V-Day so I double book myself on that day. So I tua my colleagues in the end since my dad more important.
During lunch time on V-Day, we were talking about what some dudes are doing for their gfs.
Then suddenly this colleague just said:
Colleague: "Eh imagine the three of you really went for the movie... I'm sure you all will have coffee after movie right. Then you will see couples walking around during V-Day with flowers. Wouldnt you be bitching about them??"
NONO: "Huh?"
Colleague: "Then after you all bitch bitch, then you will look at yourselves and wail why no boyfriends"
Maybe I'm sore that he is making fun of us being single, but the joke very funny meh? Is it really funny? or Is it that I'm really sore that I'm single? Are we singles your lunch time joke on V-Day? That is really the last straw that breaks the camel's back, so I retorted:
NONO: "Huh? What makes you think we feel sorry for ourselves that we are single? Really, what makes you think we feel sorry about ourselves that we are single?"
*silence at lunch table*
I have enough.
Why do some people think that singles are pathetic people? There are singles who are happy being singles you know. Why cant the society accept that?
I dont understand why THAT stigma that continues to haunt single WOMEN ONLY even after so many years of intelligence development and cultural evolution in the society.
Should single women really feel sorry for themselves? I dont understand.
I know some of my friends are concerned for their single friends, but please dont look at us with sympathetic eyes. We are not pathetic because we have no boyfriends. Not all of us place relationship as No.1. Thats all. We are single not because no men want us, not because we are dumb asses that attracts no men. We just have different priorities.
I'm not saying that those people with partners are useless. NO.
It's a blessing to be able to find someone to share your joy and sadness with, really. I can frankly tell you that it is a blessing.
The message that I want to drive across is dont look at single ladies with sympathy, we really dont need that, nor do we appreciate that.
If you are really a friend, support and understand why we remain single, and not joining the rest of the 'ignorants' in pitying us for being unattached.
Anyway, rather frustated during Valentine's Day due to someone's remark.
Well it all started with some colleagues and I planning for an outing together during Valentine's Day since we are all singles.
Scatterbrain me forgot dad going back on V-Day so I double book myself on that day. So I tua my colleagues in the end since my dad more important.
During lunch time on V-Day, we were talking about what some dudes are doing for their gfs.
Then suddenly this colleague just said:
Colleague: "Eh imagine the three of you really went for the movie... I'm sure you all will have coffee after movie right. Then you will see couples walking around during V-Day with flowers. Wouldnt you be bitching about them??"
NONO: "Huh?"
Colleague: "Then after you all bitch bitch, then you will look at yourselves and wail why no boyfriends"
Maybe I'm sore that he is making fun of us being single, but the joke very funny meh? Is it really funny? or Is it that I'm really sore that I'm single? Are we singles your lunch time joke on V-Day? That is really the last straw that breaks the camel's back, so I retorted:
NONO: "Huh? What makes you think we feel sorry for ourselves that we are single? Really, what makes you think we feel sorry about ourselves that we are single?"
*silence at lunch table*
I have enough.
Why do some people think that singles are pathetic people? There are singles who are happy being singles you know. Why cant the society accept that?
I dont understand why THAT stigma that continues to haunt single WOMEN ONLY even after so many years of intelligence development and cultural evolution in the society.
Should single women really feel sorry for themselves? I dont understand.
I know some of my friends are concerned for their single friends, but please dont look at us with sympathetic eyes. We are not pathetic because we have no boyfriends. Not all of us place relationship as No.1. Thats all. We are single not because no men want us, not because we are dumb asses that attracts no men. We just have different priorities.
I'm not saying that those people with partners are useless. NO.
It's a blessing to be able to find someone to share your joy and sadness with, really. I can frankly tell you that it is a blessing.
The message that I want to drive across is dont look at single ladies with sympathy, we really dont need that, nor do we appreciate that.
If you are really a friend, support and understand why we remain single, and not joining the rest of the 'ignorants' in pitying us for being unattached.
Monday, January 21, 2008
Relationship - Do I need one?
For the past few days, I have been meeting the siao zha bors to run lah, eat lah and gossip lah of course.
Of course, talked about everything that we can possibly talk about, from updates on our lives to gossip on friends' friends who we do not know at all.
Met again on saturday for dim sum and gossip at 3pm. SHIOK!
Then sherkarilla (aka twinkie tey) has to go off to meet her ah boy and family.. so ah bo, csb and me went to eat MEE POK TAR and proceed to club woodlands to continue with our chat.
So talk talk talk, come to topic of blue rose lor.
NGI NGI NGO NGO NGI NGI NGO NGO...
Then ah bo asked a question, "Eh what happened to you ah? It seems that after XX, no men is worth your time."
Actually I also dont know what happened to me.
In early 2007, I can frankly tell you I'm looking for a boyfriend. But now, in 2008, I just want to widen social circle, go out have fun, laughed until die and go home to sleep.
No commitment, no obligation, no worries at all - how shiok is that!
Lazy to go on date - just anyhow cook one excuse lah!
Lazy to pick up calls - just pretend in meeting or left phone at home lor!
Feeling lazy in general - sleep whole day lor!
Sigh...Why can't platonic friendship exist? I'm glad Euuuuuuuuugene and I have a true platonic friendship, so no need to worry about him misunderstood my intention etc etc.
The worst are those guys who shied away from me when things do not work out. Aiyoh... come on... we can still be friends. Other than boy-girl relationship, can still be friends one, you know.
Unless I'm behaving like Mr RXXX lah, then please avoid me like a plague, I will not blame you.
So, now, I'm just looking to enjoy myself, be happy about who and what I have.
Not looking and not needing a relationship at this stage of my life.
I think life is tiring enough without having to worry about being unattached at age 30.
I'm sure I will sing a different tune when I'm like 40 with full blown wrinkles, lamenting why didnt I treasure all the loves I have *chuckles*
Oh well, worry later lor, now I dont want to worry about it yet.
I know a lot of people worry about me not being attached, ranging from family, my sistas (luv u gals), close friends, normal friends to colleagues!! HAHHAHAHAHA
Dont worry about me, I can take care of myself. If I fall, I just have to learn to pick myself up and try again. Though sometimes time are really tough, I just need to learn how to handle challenges. It will be nice to have someone to talk to - I dont deny it - but I just want to do it by myself for now.
But please CONTINUE to intro me more men so I can practice my skills in dating hor! I still want to go out with men to have fun!!
Must be happy and full of smiles everyday! Resolution in 2008!
Of course, talked about everything that we can possibly talk about, from updates on our lives to gossip on friends' friends who we do not know at all.
Met again on saturday for dim sum and gossip at 3pm. SHIOK!
Then sherkarilla (aka twinkie tey) has to go off to meet her ah boy and family.. so ah bo, csb and me went to eat MEE POK TAR and proceed to club woodlands to continue with our chat.
So talk talk talk, come to topic of blue rose lor.
NGI NGI NGO NGO NGI NGI NGO NGO...
Then ah bo asked a question, "Eh what happened to you ah? It seems that after XX, no men is worth your time."
Actually I also dont know what happened to me.
In early 2007, I can frankly tell you I'm looking for a boyfriend. But now, in 2008, I just want to widen social circle, go out have fun, laughed until die and go home to sleep.
No commitment, no obligation, no worries at all - how shiok is that!
Lazy to go on date - just anyhow cook one excuse lah!
Lazy to pick up calls - just pretend in meeting or left phone at home lor!
Feeling lazy in general - sleep whole day lor!
Sigh...Why can't platonic friendship exist? I'm glad Euuuuuuuuugene and I have a true platonic friendship, so no need to worry about him misunderstood my intention etc etc.
The worst are those guys who shied away from me when things do not work out. Aiyoh... come on... we can still be friends. Other than boy-girl relationship, can still be friends one, you know.
Unless I'm behaving like Mr RXXX lah, then please avoid me like a plague, I will not blame you.
So, now, I'm just looking to enjoy myself, be happy about who and what I have.
Not looking and not needing a relationship at this stage of my life.
I think life is tiring enough without having to worry about being unattached at age 30.
I'm sure I will sing a different tune when I'm like 40 with full blown wrinkles, lamenting why didnt I treasure all the loves I have *chuckles*
Oh well, worry later lor, now I dont want to worry about it yet.
I know a lot of people worry about me not being attached, ranging from family, my sistas (luv u gals), close friends, normal friends to colleagues!! HAHHAHAHAHA
Dont worry about me, I can take care of myself. If I fall, I just have to learn to pick myself up and try again. Though sometimes time are really tough, I just need to learn how to handle challenges. It will be nice to have someone to talk to - I dont deny it - but I just want to do it by myself for now.
But please CONTINUE to intro me more men so I can practice my skills in dating hor! I still want to go out with men to have fun!!
Must be happy and full of smiles everyday! Resolution in 2008!
Sunday, January 13, 2008
First note in 2008
yooooooooooooooooooooooo... wah very long never blog long long post already!
Update Update!
Long blog alert lah.
RENOVATION
My office undergo renovations late December, not enough space for staff.
So now I'm seated outside, open concept, how to blog????????????????
Now cant even pang pui with sound okay! HAHAHAHAHAA...
LOVE LOVE LOVE
Hmm... recently attended Phyllis' dad's funeral with CSB.
It makes me realise life so vulnerable, must really treasure the people around us.
After the funeral, I quickly called my dadster in Indo just to chat with him, wah he sounded so happy that I called. Miss him a lot. I feel like crying, just by thinking about it.
Anyway, I also want to use the chance to say I LOVE YOU GALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tamade why never hang out for almost 2 weeks already!!! IM NEEDY!!!!!
WEIGHT
I cant seem to shed off my excess weight, still cant fit into my nice black 3/4 pants.
Sianz!
Really need to start running lah. I'm fucking lazy fat ass.
BLUE ROSE DUDE
He very nice and sweet, considerate.
But no sparks leh, I really tried! Go out for movies lah, dinner lah, but I only treat him as one of the dudes lor, I have never miss him before.
So I confirm only treat him as a friend.
I forecast I'm going be a lao virgin for the rest of my life - hope my forecast is as 'lan' as weather forecast.
CRUSH
I think one of my colleagues is having a crush on another colleague.
Not good news at all, because she is undergoing relationship problem with her partner now.
You all know who I'm talking about right?
Yes... "OH NO!!"
FACEBOOK
I received this email from SMS team in Facebook.
Hi,
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Thanks,The Send SMS Team
This is fucking smart! I will surely sponsor message service if I'm advertisers!
Okay la will blog again soon! Time to do some work!
Ta. *flying kisses**
Update Update!
Long blog alert lah.
RENOVATION
My office undergo renovations late December, not enough space for staff.
So now I'm seated outside, open concept, how to blog????????????????
Now cant even pang pui with sound okay! HAHAHAHAHAA...
LOVE LOVE LOVE
Hmm... recently attended Phyllis' dad's funeral with CSB.
It makes me realise life so vulnerable, must really treasure the people around us.
After the funeral, I quickly called my dadster in Indo just to chat with him, wah he sounded so happy that I called. Miss him a lot. I feel like crying, just by thinking about it.
Anyway, I also want to use the chance to say I LOVE YOU GALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tamade why never hang out for almost 2 weeks already!!! IM NEEDY!!!!!
WEIGHT
I cant seem to shed off my excess weight, still cant fit into my nice black 3/4 pants.
Sianz!
Really need to start running lah. I'm fucking lazy fat ass.
BLUE ROSE DUDE
He very nice and sweet, considerate.
But no sparks leh, I really tried! Go out for movies lah, dinner lah, but I only treat him as one of the dudes lor, I have never miss him before.
So I confirm only treat him as a friend.
I forecast I'm going be a lao virgin for the rest of my life - hope my forecast is as 'lan' as weather forecast.
CRUSH
I think one of my colleagues is having a crush on another colleague.
Not good news at all, because she is undergoing relationship problem with her partner now.
You all know who I'm talking about right?
Yes... "OH NO!!"
I received this email from SMS team in Facebook.
Hi,
Now we have a new way to send free messages!You can earn free message credits by signing up to our sponsored message service. We have found advertisers that will pay for your free messages, in return for receiving adverts. You will receive two message credits for every advertisement you receive, and three message credits just for signing up!
To sign up go to: http://apps.facebook.com/send-sms/?tab=settings&sub=optin
If you are interested in sponsoring text messages, please email us at advertising@fbsms.net
Thanks,The Send SMS Team
This is fucking smart! I will surely sponsor message service if I'm advertisers!
Okay la will blog again soon! Time to do some work!
Ta. *flying kisses**
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