Getting tired and demotivated. Need to get motivated again, have I lost all my mojos?
Feel lost at what am i trying to achieve. Tired. Lazyass for sure. I have lost my fighting spirit.
Where have all the gusto gone to? I feel old, jaded and lazyass again.
Talked to bro and he asked if I'm having PMS.
I looked at the things I have to settle, wah damn sian.
nah bei.
Mid-life crisis? Possibly. CCB.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Just thoughts...
Sometimes I wonder people who do evil things, can they sleep at night?
I really wonder if their conscience is bothering them, and if they often worry that their evil acts will catch up with them one day.
Maybe like ah bo said, I'm too nice.
It bothers me if I have to do bad things to people, even if they totally fucking deserve it.
I guess it is really not my style to push someone to a corner with no way out. It really bothers me.
Sometimes I feel like a weakling. Just fucking let those bastards have it! Let them have a taste of their own medicine, after all they started the war.
But instead I fucking feel sympathy for them. Nah bei.
Sigh, I hate to be in such situation. I dont feel good punishing those people.
But I know, it's not just about me now, but survival of everyone working here.
I just have to toughen myself to protect what is ours.
I really wonder if their conscience is bothering them, and if they often worry that their evil acts will catch up with them one day.
Maybe like ah bo said, I'm too nice.
It bothers me if I have to do bad things to people, even if they totally fucking deserve it.
I guess it is really not my style to push someone to a corner with no way out. It really bothers me.
Sometimes I feel like a weakling. Just fucking let those bastards have it! Let them have a taste of their own medicine, after all they started the war.
But instead I fucking feel sympathy for them. Nah bei.
Sigh, I hate to be in such situation. I dont feel good punishing those people.
But I know, it's not just about me now, but survival of everyone working here.
I just have to toughen myself to protect what is ours.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
As I grow older....
As I grow older, I learnt that....
1. Family ties are the highest blessing that we can have. Don't ever take them for granted.
2. Good friends are for keep. Don't ever take them for granted.
3. Instincts are for real. Don't ignore your gut feel.
4. Every challenges in life is supposed to make us a better person, not a bitter person.
5. However, I also learn that the older I get, the more I see the bad side of human.
6. When we fall, just pick yourself up and move on.
7. Time continues to tick, whether you sad, depressed, unhappy, suicidal. Don't waste time on negative thinking, doesn't improve on situation and it makes you feel worse.
8. Worring about things is a waste of time, things don't change just because we worry ourselves to death.
9. It's okay to be happy.
10. It's okay to take a rest.
11. People don't necessary reciprocrate your kind intentions with the same.
12. I have become more cynical
13. I have become lazier - I haven't run for a month now.
14. I ate less - Yes, I'm suprised too.
15. Feeling sorry for yourself doesn't help, just handle the situation and move on.
16. I want to be a philantrophist if I ever get rich one day.
17. It is important to live and not just to exist.
18. I want to find the love of my life. I want someone to take care of me, cry with me and laugh with me.
19. Having said (18), I will still find QUALITY man, not anyhowz grab. Fuck, (18) is not equal to desperate.
20. I have more cellulite, crow feet, darker eye rings. nah bei.
21. I really love swearing. When i feel sian, I feel loads better when i said knnbccb, nah bei, cibe, fucker, cock, lampah.
22. My fav swear word is nah bei. I think got say nah bei 20 times in a day.
23. I still cant walk around in my panties. Give me my shorts anytime.
1. Family ties are the highest blessing that we can have. Don't ever take them for granted.
2. Good friends are for keep. Don't ever take them for granted.
3. Instincts are for real. Don't ignore your gut feel.
4. Every challenges in life is supposed to make us a better person, not a bitter person.
5. However, I also learn that the older I get, the more I see the bad side of human.
6. When we fall, just pick yourself up and move on.
7. Time continues to tick, whether you sad, depressed, unhappy, suicidal. Don't waste time on negative thinking, doesn't improve on situation and it makes you feel worse.
8. Worring about things is a waste of time, things don't change just because we worry ourselves to death.
9. It's okay to be happy.
10. It's okay to take a rest.
11. People don't necessary reciprocrate your kind intentions with the same.
12. I have become more cynical
13. I have become lazier - I haven't run for a month now.
14. I ate less - Yes, I'm suprised too.
15. Feeling sorry for yourself doesn't help, just handle the situation and move on.
16. I want to be a philantrophist if I ever get rich one day.
17. It is important to live and not just to exist.
18. I want to find the love of my life. I want someone to take care of me, cry with me and laugh with me.
19. Having said (18), I will still find QUALITY man, not anyhowz grab. Fuck, (18) is not equal to desperate.
20. I have more cellulite, crow feet, darker eye rings. nah bei.
21. I really love swearing. When i feel sian, I feel loads better when i said knnbccb, nah bei, cibe, fucker, cock, lampah.
22. My fav swear word is nah bei. I think got say nah bei 20 times in a day.
23. I still cant walk around in my panties. Give me my shorts anytime.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Book recommendation
Recently I read a book. It's about this man who is compulsively paranoid, obsessive and compulsive detective.
I'm not sure if the books were out first or the television serious. But the book is damn funny!
If you are feeling stressed, depressed, bo-liao, zho bo lan, can try this book:
Mr Monk Goes to Germany - A novel by Lee Goldberg.
Damn funny, chopped and guaranteed by Anik M.
I'm not sure if the books were out first or the television serious. But the book is damn funny!
If you are feeling stressed, depressed, bo-liao, zho bo lan, can try this book:
Mr Monk Goes to Germany - A novel by Lee Goldberg.
Damn funny, chopped and guaranteed by Anik M.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
The taste of humble pie
A creditor called today. Happened to be a vendor turned friend.
I know he is chasing for payment and he sounded quite phai say also.
Good thing that I have negotiated with his finance to pay in installment, but apparently he was not updated.
But I felt so ashamed that I have to owe him money for so long.
Good thing he is understanding and told me not to worry about it.
The taste of humble pie really taste awful.
I will persevere.
I know he is chasing for payment and he sounded quite phai say also.
Good thing that I have negotiated with his finance to pay in installment, but apparently he was not updated.
But I felt so ashamed that I have to owe him money for so long.
Good thing he is understanding and told me not to worry about it.
The taste of humble pie really taste awful.
I will persevere.
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