Why do we always hurt the people closest to us?

Actually I have been wanting to blog about this. Yes, problem at my family and yes it's my bro.
Sometimes, I really dont know what goes in his mind, I'm really willing to pay $1mil to go inside his head and see what he really is thinking.

The actions that he did sometimes really put people around him off, not to mention cause distress and hurt to people around him.
I'm fucking sure he doesn't do that to his friends lor. So why family bears the brunt of it?
Is it because we are family? No matter what happens, we still forgive and move on, so it gives him the ground to behave like a fucking bastard?

I'm really so sad and felt that why I can no longer communicate with my bro. Sometimes, I wonder if who I'm talking to - is the real him or is it not?
I would tear and can't fall to sleep whenever I'm disturbed by his behaviour.
I know as a sister, I need to let him grow up and lead his adult life, but his actions put me off and pissed me off a lot.
Really at a loss. Adult talk doesn't seem to work.

I really dont know what else I can do.


P/S: I talked to bro just now, letting him know the frustations he is causing. I really hope that he understand what I'm saying and not closing his ears with invisible hands. Lets work this out together bro! U know I still luv luv you no matter what you do, jerk!!! heeee

I love my boring colour prada make up pouch

helllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooooooooo sisters!!!

i just want to say that TWINKIE TEY BOUGHT THE BESTEST GIFT!!!
remember twinkie bought us prada make up pouch, distributed on sat while at prive?

Man!! The boring colour prada make up pouch is the BEST! make that SUPER BEST!
so nice to use!!!
i used to arrange all my make up nice nice to fit all in my make up pouch, but now...
i just need to dump everything and can still zip the make up pouch sui sui.

What can i say? I love my boring colour prada make up pouch to death!!! Very matching with my Longchamp bag! LOVE!!

I have gone crazy

When I woke up this morning, I know I'm going to do something crazy today.
I just know it!

So I planned to take a half day leave - afternoon - for NO REASON at all... well I'm being lazy also lah...
Knowing that I will be airing my bai bai in the afternoon, I was super efficient in the morning! So by 1.50pm, I was off for the day today.

Itchy minded me thought through what I can do... of course fav past-time... GO SALOON!!
yes, i went to cut my hair AGAIN... but thankfully I look OK.. haha better than my nah beh auntie hairstyle. While at the saloon, might as well go all the way right, I dyed my hair too -yippiness and double nah beh, i spent a total of $206 freaking dollars coz i bought some hair products too.

Well, it was 5pm, when I was finally out of the saloon. Meeting mumster at 7pm, so guess wat... still got time to shop. Suddenly I remember that I havent gone to LVER to shop and i know they have sale promotions! So super smart me take MRT to Orchard to go shop lah.

Stupid LVER only displayed stupid items for sale so triple nahbeh I made an useless and fruitless trip. Very bue gam buan. SOOOOOOOOO.... i went to GG5 TO SHOP!!! New hairstyle must have new collection of clothes wat, if not doesnt match mah!

I bought a total of 3 tops and spent a total of $160. BEST!!
THEN.......... one of my top is too thin, so need to get a tube top... so i went to...... MNG!
quardruplet nah beh... i spent another $45 coz i bought one tube and 1 camisole. super best!

So my total spending within 5 hours is $411! Fucking nah beh what have I done?????
oh well.. at least it was nahbehness fun so not too bad lah..
i really need to marry a rich husband...

Behaviour at work

1. Appear busy by sighing, tsk tsk - Come on, been there done that, I know what you are 'busy' with, dahlink

2. Sit on decision - Wassup? Solutions will drop from sky if you neh do anything about it?

3. Do mistake, look at people with bambi eyes, hopeful to get away with it (multiple times) - Err... your mascara smudged.. got eye sleep too.. yick

4. Phone your colleagues within the company and whisper whisper pretend to call client - Si be obvious can?

5. Laugh very loud dunno for what and laugh at every single joke - So uncool can?

6. Always complain a lot of things to do - Shut up lah, everyone is multi-tasking, you are not the only one. Get a grip or get out

7. Call for meeting to appear important - Also speechless

8. Making excuses - Haiz....

9. Taking extra long smoke breaks, rush work, do mistakes - refer to no. 3

10. Blogging about behaviour at work instead of working - I bo liao what, cannot meh?

Reunion!

Wah so long never blog already!!!!!

anywayzzz Ah Fat is back and we had a hell of reunion last sat! let me tell you how I spent my sat with ah pui.

3.30 pm: Reached queensway to meet ah fat at queensway to get her running shoes. Ah fat hadnt reached yet, so I walked around like a gundu.

3.45pm: Ah fat arrived!! In her stylo milo hair hahahahahhaa... she put effort to style her hair coz i said her hair need new perming on friday. hahahaha... and

4.00pm: Walked around queensway to find hte shop I bought my Asics. Found it! Man! She got her Asics at $91. Ta ma de, i got mine at $150 last time lor!

4.15pm: On our way to Orchard in bus no.14. Cant remember what we talked about in the bus-stop. Somehow reached orchard liao.

4.30pm: Looking for food, need to feed fatcat. Dropped by Prada and Tods to parade ourselves before that.

4.40pm: Settled down at Soup Spoon and ordered si be a lot of food.
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5.30pm: Still eating and gossiping
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6.00pm: Finished our meal and off we go shopping! Bought some stuff at Promod, then ah fat and I decided that we overate at Soup Spoon, change dinner venue to Tong Shui!

6.30pm: Went to on pedder to salivate at all the bags and shoes. Proceed to Zara - si be crowded!! aarrgghhh claustrophobic!!

7.00pm: CSB arrived to join us at Mango and we started to yakity yak yak yak about fashion, and of course her useless driving instructor. Ah fat managed to buy a super cool dress and beautiful shoulder-drape. Ta ma de, I tried on the shoulder drape but I look si be stumpy coz i have short shoulder. Somehow we spent 45 min in Mango, dont know do what. haha!

7.45pm: Queue for taxi at Wisma. Got our cab in 8 min or less. The taxi meter reads $6.80 once we settled our big butts in the cab. All of us got shocked, but well continue gossiping anyway. Topic: I cannot remember leh hahahahahaha

8.00pm: Reached Tong Shui, AARRHHHHH FAMBLY REUNION!!!!

8.15pm: yakity yak yak yakity yak + order food + yakitiy yak yak yak

8.30pm: yakity yak yak + chomp chomp + yakity yak yak

930pm: still yakity yak yak yak yak

At about 10 plus I think : Saw garfield in Tong Shui, EWWWW all the gals refrain themselves from staring at the ugly sight. So gossip gossip about his companion and we concluded that she should be arrested by fashion police. haha!

So we yakity yak yak further until 2am in the morning. How time flies!!
I'm so happy to have reunion with the rest of the babes. Seems that we have no ending topics to talk about you know. I feel so good after our little dinner at tong shui, and cant bear to say goodbye. We should really get our "flats" together soon haha!

Missing all of you already, i cant wait till Wed!