Relationship - Do I need one?

For the past few days, I have been meeting the siao zha bors to run lah, eat lah and gossip lah of course.
Of course, talked about everything that we can possibly talk about, from updates on our lives to gossip on friends' friends who we do not know at all.
Met again on saturday for dim sum and gossip at 3pm. SHIOK!
Then sherkarilla (aka twinkie tey) has to go off to meet her ah boy and family.. so ah bo, csb and me went to eat MEE POK TAR and proceed to club woodlands to continue with our chat.
So talk talk talk, come to topic of blue rose lor.
NGI NGI NGO NGO NGI NGI NGO NGO...
Then ah bo asked a question, "Eh what happened to you ah? It seems that after XX, no men is worth your time."

Actually I also dont know what happened to me.
In early 2007, I can frankly tell you I'm looking for a boyfriend. But now, in 2008, I just want to widen social circle, go out have fun, laughed until die and go home to sleep.
No commitment, no obligation, no worries at all - how shiok is that!
Lazy to go on date - just anyhow cook one excuse lah!
Lazy to pick up calls - just pretend in meeting or left phone at home lor!
Feeling lazy in general - sleep whole day lor!

Sigh...Why can't platonic friendship exist? I'm glad Euuuuuuuuugene and I have a true platonic friendship, so no need to worry about him misunderstood my intention etc etc.
The worst are those guys who shied away from me when things do not work out. Aiyoh... come on... we can still be friends. Other than boy-girl relationship, can still be friends one, you know.
Unless I'm behaving like Mr RXXX lah, then please avoid me like a plague, I will not blame you.

So, now, I'm just looking to enjoy myself, be happy about who and what I have.
Not looking and not needing a relationship at this stage of my life.
I think life is tiring enough without having to worry about being unattached at age 30.
I'm sure I will sing a different tune when I'm like 40 with full blown wrinkles, lamenting why didnt I treasure all the loves I have *chuckles*
Oh well, worry later lor, now I dont want to worry about it yet.

I know a lot of people worry about me not being attached, ranging from family, my sistas (luv u gals), close friends, normal friends to colleagues!! HAHHAHAHAHA
Dont worry about me, I can take care of myself. If I fall, I just have to learn to pick myself up and try again. Though sometimes time are really tough, I just need to learn how to handle challenges. It will be nice to have someone to talk to - I dont deny it - but I just want to do it by myself for now.

But please CONTINUE to intro me more men so I can practice my skills in dating hor! I still want to go out with men to have fun!!

Must be happy and full of smiles everyday! Resolution in 2008!