Getting tired and demotivated. Need to get motivated again, have I lost all my mojos?
Feel lost at what am i trying to achieve. Tired. Lazyass for sure. I have lost my fighting spirit.
Where have all the gusto gone to? I feel old, jaded and lazyass again.
Talked to bro and he asked if I'm having PMS.
I looked at the things I have to settle, wah damn sian.
nah bei.
Mid-life crisis? Possibly. CCB.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Just thoughts...
Sometimes I wonder people who do evil things, can they sleep at night?
I really wonder if their conscience is bothering them, and if they often worry that their evil acts will catch up with them one day.
Maybe like ah bo said, I'm too nice.
It bothers me if I have to do bad things to people, even if they totally fucking deserve it.
I guess it is really not my style to push someone to a corner with no way out. It really bothers me.
Sometimes I feel like a weakling. Just fucking let those bastards have it! Let them have a taste of their own medicine, after all they started the war.
But instead I fucking feel sympathy for them. Nah bei.
Sigh, I hate to be in such situation. I dont feel good punishing those people.
But I know, it's not just about me now, but survival of everyone working here.
I just have to toughen myself to protect what is ours.
I really wonder if their conscience is bothering them, and if they often worry that their evil acts will catch up with them one day.
Maybe like ah bo said, I'm too nice.
It bothers me if I have to do bad things to people, even if they totally fucking deserve it.
I guess it is really not my style to push someone to a corner with no way out. It really bothers me.
Sometimes I feel like a weakling. Just fucking let those bastards have it! Let them have a taste of their own medicine, after all they started the war.
But instead I fucking feel sympathy for them. Nah bei.
Sigh, I hate to be in such situation. I dont feel good punishing those people.
But I know, it's not just about me now, but survival of everyone working here.
I just have to toughen myself to protect what is ours.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
As I grow older....
As I grow older, I learnt that....
1. Family ties are the highest blessing that we can have. Don't ever take them for granted.
2. Good friends are for keep. Don't ever take them for granted.
3. Instincts are for real. Don't ignore your gut feel.
4. Every challenges in life is supposed to make us a better person, not a bitter person.
5. However, I also learn that the older I get, the more I see the bad side of human.
6. When we fall, just pick yourself up and move on.
7. Time continues to tick, whether you sad, depressed, unhappy, suicidal. Don't waste time on negative thinking, doesn't improve on situation and it makes you feel worse.
8. Worring about things is a waste of time, things don't change just because we worry ourselves to death.
9. It's okay to be happy.
10. It's okay to take a rest.
11. People don't necessary reciprocrate your kind intentions with the same.
12. I have become more cynical
13. I have become lazier - I haven't run for a month now.
14. I ate less - Yes, I'm suprised too.
15. Feeling sorry for yourself doesn't help, just handle the situation and move on.
16. I want to be a philantrophist if I ever get rich one day.
17. It is important to live and not just to exist.
18. I want to find the love of my life. I want someone to take care of me, cry with me and laugh with me.
19. Having said (18), I will still find QUALITY man, not anyhowz grab. Fuck, (18) is not equal to desperate.
20. I have more cellulite, crow feet, darker eye rings. nah bei.
21. I really love swearing. When i feel sian, I feel loads better when i said knnbccb, nah bei, cibe, fucker, cock, lampah.
22. My fav swear word is nah bei. I think got say nah bei 20 times in a day.
23. I still cant walk around in my panties. Give me my shorts anytime.
1. Family ties are the highest blessing that we can have. Don't ever take them for granted.
2. Good friends are for keep. Don't ever take them for granted.
3. Instincts are for real. Don't ignore your gut feel.
4. Every challenges in life is supposed to make us a better person, not a bitter person.
5. However, I also learn that the older I get, the more I see the bad side of human.
6. When we fall, just pick yourself up and move on.
7. Time continues to tick, whether you sad, depressed, unhappy, suicidal. Don't waste time on negative thinking, doesn't improve on situation and it makes you feel worse.
8. Worring about things is a waste of time, things don't change just because we worry ourselves to death.
9. It's okay to be happy.
10. It's okay to take a rest.
11. People don't necessary reciprocrate your kind intentions with the same.
12. I have become more cynical
13. I have become lazier - I haven't run for a month now.
14. I ate less - Yes, I'm suprised too.
15. Feeling sorry for yourself doesn't help, just handle the situation and move on.
16. I want to be a philantrophist if I ever get rich one day.
17. It is important to live and not just to exist.
18. I want to find the love of my life. I want someone to take care of me, cry with me and laugh with me.
19. Having said (18), I will still find QUALITY man, not anyhowz grab. Fuck, (18) is not equal to desperate.
20. I have more cellulite, crow feet, darker eye rings. nah bei.
21. I really love swearing. When i feel sian, I feel loads better when i said knnbccb, nah bei, cibe, fucker, cock, lampah.
22. My fav swear word is nah bei. I think got say nah bei 20 times in a day.
23. I still cant walk around in my panties. Give me my shorts anytime.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Book recommendation
Recently I read a book. It's about this man who is compulsively paranoid, obsessive and compulsive detective.
I'm not sure if the books were out first or the television serious. But the book is damn funny!
If you are feeling stressed, depressed, bo-liao, zho bo lan, can try this book:
Mr Monk Goes to Germany - A novel by Lee Goldberg.
Damn funny, chopped and guaranteed by Anik M.
I'm not sure if the books were out first or the television serious. But the book is damn funny!
If you are feeling stressed, depressed, bo-liao, zho bo lan, can try this book:
Mr Monk Goes to Germany - A novel by Lee Goldberg.
Damn funny, chopped and guaranteed by Anik M.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
The taste of humble pie
A creditor called today. Happened to be a vendor turned friend.
I know he is chasing for payment and he sounded quite phai say also.
Good thing that I have negotiated with his finance to pay in installment, but apparently he was not updated.
But I felt so ashamed that I have to owe him money for so long.
Good thing he is understanding and told me not to worry about it.
The taste of humble pie really taste awful.
I will persevere.
I know he is chasing for payment and he sounded quite phai say also.
Good thing that I have negotiated with his finance to pay in installment, but apparently he was not updated.
But I felt so ashamed that I have to owe him money for so long.
Good thing he is understanding and told me not to worry about it.
The taste of humble pie really taste awful.
I will persevere.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
The day he got married
Actually not planning of blogging this coz i know sure cry one, but cant help it!
The day he got married, I cried like a pig... in bobo's car!
I teared all the way from my house to csb's place coz got bb's suprise bday party.
Just cant stop tearing.
I think csb's caterer thought I just broke up, I look si be ugly when meet caterer coz just cried for 1/2 hour.
Anyway, he looked so happy, so so happy, all smiles.
I felt a part of me also died when he looked so happy. ta ma de.
Jealous? Envious? maybe. It could have been me up there.
But I wish him the best and hope his married life will be a happy one - FOREVER.
Today I came to office to do accounts. Need to update accounts coz FA left mah.
my accounting skills so rusty and in the end i end up with 'sms fight' with FA on who is right and wrong.
si be bo-liao. i need third party to verify. Then i remember he is accountant, so i sms him. Sunday what, he may be out with his wife. Then he never replied back, maybe having hot sex with wife.
Suddenly ring ring ring ring.. he called. fuck, i dont think i can talk to him now lor.
but have to pick up phone, biz comes first!
So discuss discuss on the phone, how to treat certain items etc etc. ok me understooded and we said bye.
suddenly teared again - what the fuck man, why keep tearing! nah bei.
in my midst of tearing, he called again and said "eh you understand what i explained earlier not?"
fuck lah, I have to force out my answer while tearing. "yes la, i understand"
I think my heart moved up to my throat and formed a permanent lump there.
Lucky he continued to re-explain what he explained earlier, so i just need to "ya, yes, yes... yup". after which i managed to swallow the lump and talk normally.
STUPID, dont treat me so nice can! ARRGHH!!
The day he got married, I cried like a pig... in bobo's car!
I teared all the way from my house to csb's place coz got bb's suprise bday party.
Just cant stop tearing.
I think csb's caterer thought I just broke up, I look si be ugly when meet caterer coz just cried for 1/2 hour.
Anyway, he looked so happy, so so happy, all smiles.
I felt a part of me also died when he looked so happy. ta ma de.
Jealous? Envious? maybe. It could have been me up there.
But I wish him the best and hope his married life will be a happy one - FOREVER.
Today I came to office to do accounts. Need to update accounts coz FA left mah.
my accounting skills so rusty and in the end i end up with 'sms fight' with FA on who is right and wrong.
si be bo-liao. i need third party to verify. Then i remember he is accountant, so i sms him. Sunday what, he may be out with his wife. Then he never replied back, maybe having hot sex with wife.
Suddenly ring ring ring ring.. he called. fuck, i dont think i can talk to him now lor.
but have to pick up phone, biz comes first!
So discuss discuss on the phone, how to treat certain items etc etc. ok me understooded and we said bye.
suddenly teared again - what the fuck man, why keep tearing! nah bei.
in my midst of tearing, he called again and said "eh you understand what i explained earlier not?"
fuck lah, I have to force out my answer while tearing. "yes la, i understand"
I think my heart moved up to my throat and formed a permanent lump there.
Lucky he continued to re-explain what he explained earlier, so i just need to "ya, yes, yes... yup". after which i managed to swallow the lump and talk normally.
STUPID, dont treat me so nice can! ARRGHH!!
Friday, October 24, 2008
I'm human after all
Today is the most drama mama day in my life.
FA quit. FA = fucking asshole.
With FA quit, i have to take over his job, sigh.
so i cant go taipei. such disappointment, sorry ah fat!!
i owe u big din din for this :)
With the day started wrong since morning, rushing here and there for handover, blocking every access that FA has, I totally dont have the chance to sit back and let the emotions seep through.
Even when at ah bo's place, i was totally devoid of any emotion, totally numb to the whole situation. It feels just like another day, even though this is quite a huge bomb.
While waiting for the cab earlier, I have a lot of time to think.
Suddenly I feel quite handicapped, even though FA is a lousy, useless asshole, he is half a hand.
At least there is some help. But now everything falls to me.
Honestly, I'm very afraid, suddenly feel so uncertain of myself. What is the future like?
I'm afraid to imagine. For the first time in my life, I felt so afraid and uncertain.
ha! Seems that this journey is so long and I'm walking alone.
So many things not settled, lack of paper work for some matters, creditors at the door, employees' confidence, their loyalty, what new events to do, whether we are going the right direction, so much uncertainty. Sigh.
All that I hope for now is better business and strength to walk this through.
I pray to my Allah everyday is a better day and that my Allah must walk with me otherwise i will crumple and die. I simply can't do this alone anymore, I need help from divine power man!
So Allah, please help me okay. Walk with me.
FA quit. FA = fucking asshole.
With FA quit, i have to take over his job, sigh.
so i cant go taipei. such disappointment, sorry ah fat!!
i owe u big din din for this :)
With the day started wrong since morning, rushing here and there for handover, blocking every access that FA has, I totally dont have the chance to sit back and let the emotions seep through.
Even when at ah bo's place, i was totally devoid of any emotion, totally numb to the whole situation. It feels just like another day, even though this is quite a huge bomb.
While waiting for the cab earlier, I have a lot of time to think.
Suddenly I feel quite handicapped, even though FA is a lousy, useless asshole, he is half a hand.
At least there is some help. But now everything falls to me.
Honestly, I'm very afraid, suddenly feel so uncertain of myself. What is the future like?
I'm afraid to imagine. For the first time in my life, I felt so afraid and uncertain.
ha! Seems that this journey is so long and I'm walking alone.
So many things not settled, lack of paper work for some matters, creditors at the door, employees' confidence, their loyalty, what new events to do, whether we are going the right direction, so much uncertainty. Sigh.
All that I hope for now is better business and strength to walk this through.
I pray to my Allah everyday is a better day and that my Allah must walk with me otherwise i will crumple and die. I simply can't do this alone anymore, I need help from divine power man!
So Allah, please help me okay. Walk with me.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Love yourself
Recently, a colleague of mine is undergoing a major heartbreak.
Well, her bf who is based overseas has another woman. Apparently this is not the first time.
(Yes, i also wonder why is she still hanging on to the relp?)
Anyway, the asshole told my colleague to give him 3 months, dont see her. By the end of 3 months, he will give her an answer.
and this silly colleague actually agreed.
Actually sometimes I wonder why we like to torture ourselves.
Life is alrady hard enough, we should do happy things right?
Why must we degrade ourselves in a relationship (like my colleague here) when we can do many many other things?
As all of you have known, recently me and R is on cold war because he flared/lose temper/shouted at me in front of my friends when I showed concern.
What the fuck? Go to hell lor.
R actually sms and called me a couple of times dont know for what fuck, but I dont know what to say to him so I ignored both sms and calls.
I thought for a very long time during the weekend, as I told Pow, do I need such a relationship?
Well P (R's gd friend) would say "Aiyah, you never try. How you know? R has a lot of good points!"
Yes, he has but he has his bad points too, isnt?
At this moment, when my business is ailing, with me shouldering the responsibility of my employees, I dont see why I need to subject myself to further torture.
I have been fucking patient with R's moodiness, temper, ai chup bo chup attitude. OKay, relationship give and take right? Since R is at times sweet and know what i like, i let it pass.
But the flaring up in front of my friend is a definite no (Maybe it's last straw that break the camel's back).
I will not, repeat, I will not tolerate anyone shouting at me. Fuck, you feed me is it? If R feed me like my dad does, okay lah, shout until your voice hoarse, i dont give a damn. The thing is even my dad dont shout at me.
R has not apologized, I dont think he will. Frankly, I will let this relp go.
I'm not a punching bag lor. And this weird relp has been him him him, never we we we.
Marriage next year lah, have kid next year lah, stop my business lah, learn to cook for him lah.
enough lah. I want someone who accepts me as who I am and not to be with someone who wants me to change to suit his preference.
Enough.
Maybe this is my ego speaking at the moment, and I may regret this decision in the future.
But at this point, if you ask me now, i will let R go.
I will not degrade myself further. I tried but doesnt work, I think we just dont suit each other.
If we cannot complement each other in terms of strengths and weaknesses, why be with each other? It will prolong misery.
So i will move on.
No one loves me? It's okay, I love myself.
Well, her bf who is based overseas has another woman. Apparently this is not the first time.
(Yes, i also wonder why is she still hanging on to the relp?)
Anyway, the asshole told my colleague to give him 3 months, dont see her. By the end of 3 months, he will give her an answer.
and this silly colleague actually agreed.
Actually sometimes I wonder why we like to torture ourselves.
Life is alrady hard enough, we should do happy things right?
Why must we degrade ourselves in a relationship (like my colleague here) when we can do many many other things?
As all of you have known, recently me and R is on cold war because he flared/lose temper/shouted at me in front of my friends when I showed concern.
What the fuck? Go to hell lor.
R actually sms and called me a couple of times dont know for what fuck, but I dont know what to say to him so I ignored both sms and calls.
I thought for a very long time during the weekend, as I told Pow, do I need such a relationship?
Well P (R's gd friend) would say "Aiyah, you never try. How you know? R has a lot of good points!"
Yes, he has but he has his bad points too, isnt?
At this moment, when my business is ailing, with me shouldering the responsibility of my employees, I dont see why I need to subject myself to further torture.
I have been fucking patient with R's moodiness, temper, ai chup bo chup attitude. OKay, relationship give and take right? Since R is at times sweet and know what i like, i let it pass.
But the flaring up in front of my friend is a definite no (Maybe it's last straw that break the camel's back).
I will not, repeat, I will not tolerate anyone shouting at me. Fuck, you feed me is it? If R feed me like my dad does, okay lah, shout until your voice hoarse, i dont give a damn. The thing is even my dad dont shout at me.
R has not apologized, I dont think he will. Frankly, I will let this relp go.
I'm not a punching bag lor. And this weird relp has been him him him, never we we we.
Marriage next year lah, have kid next year lah, stop my business lah, learn to cook for him lah.
enough lah. I want someone who accepts me as who I am and not to be with someone who wants me to change to suit his preference.
Enough.
Maybe this is my ego speaking at the moment, and I may regret this decision in the future.
But at this point, if you ask me now, i will let R go.
I will not degrade myself further. I tried but doesnt work, I think we just dont suit each other.
If we cannot complement each other in terms of strengths and weaknesses, why be with each other? It will prolong misery.
So i will move on.
No one loves me? It's okay, I love myself.
Friday, October 10, 2008
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I misunderstood you since the day you left him.
I dont know you went through so much distress because of this company, and all this while I thought of you as a slut.
I'm glad we have a talk today.
Thank you and JZ, I'm so sorry.
I dont know you went through so much distress because of this company, and all this while I thought of you as a slut.
I'm glad we have a talk today.
Thank you and JZ, I'm so sorry.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
S.S No.8
I'm in love! with bb player from Singapore Slingers!
He is player No.8, position: guard. but wah lao 25 years old.
He is cool dude!! Will post up his photos in my FB soon!
In loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *drool like a bull dog*
He is player No.8, position: guard. but wah lao 25 years old.
He is cool dude!! Will post up his photos in my FB soon!
In loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *drool like a bull dog*
Friday, October 3, 2008
Tried and Tested II
Shisheido powder - Pass, not too bad.
Clarins Hydro XX (cant remember) - wah quite lousy, not moisturising enough. face dry like sand paper
Clarins sunblock - lurve to death
Shiseido blusher - not too bad
Kerastase - swear by it!
Lancome moisturiser - love it!
Lancome eye cream - ditch it!
Clinique lash curl or something - ka na sai. apparently it's created for people with already curl lashes. if you have asian lashes aka the 45 degree kind, dont bother to buy.
Origins mushroom moisturiser - not too bad, skin not so dry anymore
Origins eye serum - haven't seen any difference since I last use it.
CSB, how's your Lamer eye cream??
Clarins Hydro XX (cant remember) - wah quite lousy, not moisturising enough. face dry like sand paper
Clarins sunblock - lurve to death
Shiseido blusher - not too bad
Kerastase - swear by it!
Lancome moisturiser - love it!
Lancome eye cream - ditch it!
Clinique lash curl or something - ka na sai. apparently it's created for people with already curl lashes. if you have asian lashes aka the 45 degree kind, dont bother to buy.
Origins mushroom moisturiser - not too bad, skin not so dry anymore
Origins eye serum - haven't seen any difference since I last use it.
CSB, how's your Lamer eye cream??
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Forgot to update you guys
Dear Jess Ke,
Good day.
We spoke early last week on an opening grand stand that I ordered for my friend’s opening at Millenia Walk.
Delivery date: 13 September 2008
Recipient: Benno
Location: Millenia Walk
Cost: $120
I would like to express my disappointment over the personalized opening grand stand that I ordered from you for my friend’s boutique opening. When I spoke to you, you mentioned that you will design a nice beautiful grand stand on my friend’s opening. When I visited his opening yesterday, to my horror, the flowers that you used are already dying. I know some of the flowers you use are expensive ones, but they are dying. When I checked with my friend, he mentioned that when the flowers were delivered, the quality of flower is already ‘not fresh’ as it is.
This is such a disappointment because:
1. This is a grand opening of a boutique, yet you use dying flowers in the grand stand. I meant to send the flowers to my friend to congratulate him for his opening, I strongly believe DYING FLOWERS WILL NOT reflect that.
2. You caused embarrassment to your client by using such inferior quality flowers. I paid the amount you quoted in full but you caused me extreme embarrassment by sending inferior quality flowers. There is no way AT ALL you can compensate for this damage.
3. You told me $120 can get me a nice grand stand. But you don’t have quality in your product.
4. Grand stand flowers normally last at least for 3 days. Your flowers are already dying when you delivered on the FIRST DAY, which was Sat, 13 September.
5. I gave you ample time to make the necessary arrangement. I went early last week, you can check against your invoice order. So there is no excuse that you can’t source for quality flowers.
I’m a business owner myself, so I will give you some respect by not making a scene at your shop as you have walk-in customers. But I must highlight to you that this is not the way to do business. If you can’t deliver a good standard of grand opening stand at a budget of $120, let me know. You don’t use dying flowers to fit into my budget. You don’t believe me, go to Millennia Walk to check your flowers.
This is a huge disappointment indeed. You can be assured that this will be the first and definitely the last time I will ever make an order with Flower Scent. There is no way you can compensate for the embarrassment that you have caused me.
regards.
Good day.
We spoke early last week on an opening grand stand that I ordered for my friend’s opening at Millenia Walk.
Delivery date: 13 September 2008
Recipient: Benno
Location: Millenia Walk
Cost: $120
I would like to express my disappointment over the personalized opening grand stand that I ordered from you for my friend’s boutique opening. When I spoke to you, you mentioned that you will design a nice beautiful grand stand on my friend’s opening. When I visited his opening yesterday, to my horror, the flowers that you used are already dying. I know some of the flowers you use are expensive ones, but they are dying. When I checked with my friend, he mentioned that when the flowers were delivered, the quality of flower is already ‘not fresh’ as it is.
This is such a disappointment because:
1. This is a grand opening of a boutique, yet you use dying flowers in the grand stand. I meant to send the flowers to my friend to congratulate him for his opening, I strongly believe DYING FLOWERS WILL NOT reflect that.
2. You caused embarrassment to your client by using such inferior quality flowers. I paid the amount you quoted in full but you caused me extreme embarrassment by sending inferior quality flowers. There is no way AT ALL you can compensate for this damage.
3. You told me $120 can get me a nice grand stand. But you don’t have quality in your product.
4. Grand stand flowers normally last at least for 3 days. Your flowers are already dying when you delivered on the FIRST DAY, which was Sat, 13 September.
5. I gave you ample time to make the necessary arrangement. I went early last week, you can check against your invoice order. So there is no excuse that you can’t source for quality flowers.
I’m a business owner myself, so I will give you some respect by not making a scene at your shop as you have walk-in customers. But I must highlight to you that this is not the way to do business. If you can’t deliver a good standard of grand opening stand at a budget of $120, let me know. You don’t use dying flowers to fit into my budget. You don’t believe me, go to Millennia Walk to check your flowers.
This is a huge disappointment indeed. You can be assured that this will be the first and definitely the last time I will ever make an order with Flower Scent. There is no way you can compensate for the embarrassment that you have caused me.
regards.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Tried and Tested
Recently I bought Ettusias (did i spell the damn brand correctly?) pore cover powder or something. It cost me $66, with cheo casing and all.
Before I bought the powder, I looked at the sales girl's face, powder not bad, so I ask her "Are you using this powder?". She said yes, so ho-seh-liao - i bought the powder coz the texture really quite nice.
The next day, i also woke up with gusto coz want to use new powder mah. First, serum, moisturiser, sunblock etc and finally ready for my powder. Woo hoo, look damn cheo!!!
As usual, I'm always running for buses in my heels. So run run run and damn-it perspire. When i reach office hor, still think i very cheo. But when I went toilet, ta ma de, the stupid powder becomes uneven/patchy on the face. Angwee!
The next day I tried using the powder again, i thought maybe it's my moisturiser or something. Ta ma de same result. so the powder is anti-perspiration. No perspiration damn cheo. When you perspire, I will look as if I got fungus on my face. Ta ma de, what kind of powder is that??? Who the hell don't perspire???? MANNEQUIN???? Cock!!!
Now after wasting $66, I have to waste more money to buy back my good old Shu Eumura. And I'm so so broke lor!!! Dont even have money to buy bra liao! Shucks...What kind of powder anti-perspiration one? Quite disappointed at Ettusias, their mascara was quite good, can't say the same for their other products.
Angwee!!!
Before I bought the powder, I looked at the sales girl's face, powder not bad, so I ask her "Are you using this powder?". She said yes, so ho-seh-liao - i bought the powder coz the texture really quite nice.
The next day, i also woke up with gusto coz want to use new powder mah. First, serum, moisturiser, sunblock etc and finally ready for my powder. Woo hoo, look damn cheo!!!
As usual, I'm always running for buses in my heels. So run run run and damn-it perspire. When i reach office hor, still think i very cheo. But when I went toilet, ta ma de, the stupid powder becomes uneven/patchy on the face. Angwee!
The next day I tried using the powder again, i thought maybe it's my moisturiser or something. Ta ma de same result. so the powder is anti-perspiration. No perspiration damn cheo. When you perspire, I will look as if I got fungus on my face. Ta ma de, what kind of powder is that??? Who the hell don't perspire???? MANNEQUIN???? Cock!!!
Now after wasting $66, I have to waste more money to buy back my good old Shu Eumura. And I'm so so broke lor!!! Dont even have money to buy bra liao! Shucks...What kind of powder anti-perspiration one? Quite disappointed at Ettusias, their mascara was quite good, can't say the same for their other products.
Angwee!!!
Debrief for cheo blue dress
Jaycee says:
hahahaha in the blue dress not so bad lah
NONO FAT ASS says:
i look quite fat and i slouched
Jaycee says:
the green dress sorry
NONO FAT ASS says:
i need to stand straighter
Jaycee says:
the green dress is BAD
Jaycee says:
true frds tell the truth!!!
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya lah ya lah
Jaycee says:
i hope u better in person in the green dress hahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
ah ba den
NONO FAT ASS says:
super cheo
Jaycee says:
& hor
Jaycee says:
why u wear the bra with the blue dress arh
Jaycee says:
that dress supposed to be sexy neh
NONO FAT ASS says:
actually got tape one, but tape disappear during dinner
Jaycee says:
& make men drool
Jaycee says:
hahahaahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
i cannot find my normal bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
so ta ma de got to wear the bra u and me bought in bkk
Jaycee says:
hahahahahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
hehe
Jaycee says:
u need more bras
NONO FAT ASS says:
this shows that must be prepared before going for wedding
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya, i v broke to buy new bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
i got one black lacy lacy bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
i cant find it
NONO FAT ASS says:
ta ma de
NONO FAT ASS says:
otherwise v sexy wat, can see my lacy lacy bra
Jaycee says:
is it in ryan's pocket?
Jaycee says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
Jaycee says:
ok u wanted to be slutty
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya
NONO FAT ASS says:
but cant find bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
ta ma de
Jaycee says:
in the end still look virgin
NONO FAT ASS says:
yes
NONO FAT ASS says:
nah bei
hahahaha in the blue dress not so bad lah
NONO FAT ASS says:
i look quite fat and i slouched
Jaycee says:
the green dress sorry
NONO FAT ASS says:
i need to stand straighter
Jaycee says:
the green dress is BAD
Jaycee says:
true frds tell the truth!!!
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya lah ya lah
Jaycee says:
i hope u better in person in the green dress hahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
ah ba den
NONO FAT ASS says:
super cheo
Jaycee says:
& hor
Jaycee says:
why u wear the bra with the blue dress arh
Jaycee says:
that dress supposed to be sexy neh
NONO FAT ASS says:
actually got tape one, but tape disappear during dinner
Jaycee says:
& make men drool
Jaycee says:
hahahaahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
i cannot find my normal bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
so ta ma de got to wear the bra u and me bought in bkk
Jaycee says:
hahahahahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
hehe
Jaycee says:
u need more bras
NONO FAT ASS says:
this shows that must be prepared before going for wedding
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya, i v broke to buy new bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
i got one black lacy lacy bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
i cant find it
NONO FAT ASS says:
ta ma de
NONO FAT ASS says:
otherwise v sexy wat, can see my lacy lacy bra
Jaycee says:
is it in ryan's pocket?
Jaycee says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
Jaycee says:
ok u wanted to be slutty
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya
NONO FAT ASS says:
but cant find bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
ta ma de
Jaycee says:
in the end still look virgin
NONO FAT ASS says:
yes
NONO FAT ASS says:
nah bei
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Omnia vs. IPhone
I have been watching tv with mumster for the past few days.
Broke what... as in really broke, so stay home lor.
A lot of advertisement man, especially for Samsung Omnia Vs IPhone. Si be cool, okay! if got money sure buy. but too bad, fucking broke so can only drool and dream.
For past few days, the TV advertisement for the 2 phones have been pretty agressive especially during 9pm TCS 8 drama series. Omnia really looks damn cool lor, i would say no superior to Iphone. In terms of price, I'm not so sure siah. But the phone designs for both brands looks damn sleek. Plus, my favourite: The camera is 5 mega pixels. Woo hoo!
My friend has an IPhone, I really love it. The camera quality is damn good for a hp and the functions are like si be cool. Dream Phone! With Omnia coming up, think IPhone will have serious competition siah. Maybe Apple realise it too, otherwise the 2 brands will not fight heads on for TV advert.
It will be really interesting to know who will be the eventual winners in terms of sales. Samsung Omnia or Apple Iphone?
But one thing for sure, the biggest winner will be Mediacorp Advertising man..
Broke what... as in really broke, so stay home lor.
A lot of advertisement man, especially for Samsung Omnia Vs IPhone. Si be cool, okay! if got money sure buy. but too bad, fucking broke so can only drool and dream.
For past few days, the TV advertisement for the 2 phones have been pretty agressive especially during 9pm TCS 8 drama series. Omnia really looks damn cool lor, i would say no superior to Iphone. In terms of price, I'm not so sure siah. But the phone designs for both brands looks damn sleek. Plus, my favourite: The camera is 5 mega pixels. Woo hoo!
My friend has an IPhone, I really love it. The camera quality is damn good for a hp and the functions are like si be cool. Dream Phone! With Omnia coming up, think IPhone will have serious competition siah. Maybe Apple realise it too, otherwise the 2 brands will not fight heads on for TV advert.
It will be really interesting to know who will be the eventual winners in terms of sales. Samsung Omnia or Apple Iphone?
But one thing for sure, the biggest winner will be Mediacorp Advertising man..
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Inhale Exhale
Once again, the blockhead has made me angry.
Okay I will cool down first before I talk to him, otherwise I will hurl insults at him.
His current situation is pathetic enough, he doesnt command any respect from anyone, okay fine he doesnt need to take additional shits from me. I will bear with your nonsense now.
Dont try to be stupid again tomorrow when I talk to you, or you will regret you ever made the decision to talk to me about this.
Asshole.
Okay I will cool down first before I talk to him, otherwise I will hurl insults at him.
His current situation is pathetic enough, he doesnt command any respect from anyone, okay fine he doesnt need to take additional shits from me. I will bear with your nonsense now.
Dont try to be stupid again tomorrow when I talk to you, or you will regret you ever made the decision to talk to me about this.
Asshole.
Friday, August 1, 2008
Love AND Money
Yesterday Mr R was in his depressed mood again.
Our conversation went like this:
R: I'm bored
N: ha? how come you bored? thought u always very busy
R: I'm bored with life
N: .....................
I think this is normal really. I'm bored with my life sometimes, very routine what.
But in the case of Mr R, it has gotten a tad more frequent this year, to the extent I think he is in mild depression. I mean, life is full of up and downs right, there are times when we are unhappy what, but if you are unhappy all the time, maybe something is wrong emotionally lah.
So I emailed his good friend, Mr P, telling him that he has a depressed friend out of humour lah. Very bored what, work work work.
Suprisingly, Mr P replied in a very serious manner, telling me that it is normal for a man of 32 year of age - single - with all his friends either married or attached - to behave like that. So Mr R's reaction is normal lah.
I was really quite taken back, normal? Really??
So kepo me go and talk to another male friend and the conclusion is.... IT'S REALLY NORMAL!
His rationale is: Men are very simple beings, at all times they must have money and love. Cannot either or okay, it must be both. So if no food, it's okay, then wont complain coz have money and love.
So we analyse Mr R situation, though Mr R has money, he is depressed and whiny because his basic needs is not balanced. He only has money, but love part not fulfilled. So if now we sholve a gf to Mr R, he will stop complaining/whining.... ok make that LESS complains/whines.
Apparently men needs to talk too, and all these while I thought you just need to give them a remote control/joystick and they will be happy as bird.
So is this theory real? Is this another Ripley's Believe It or Not?
I also dunno siah.
Our conversation went like this:
R: I'm bored
N: ha? how come you bored? thought u always very busy
R: I'm bored with life
N: .....................
I think this is normal really. I'm bored with my life sometimes, very routine what.
But in the case of Mr R, it has gotten a tad more frequent this year, to the extent I think he is in mild depression. I mean, life is full of up and downs right, there are times when we are unhappy what, but if you are unhappy all the time, maybe something is wrong emotionally lah.
So I emailed his good friend, Mr P, telling him that he has a depressed friend out of humour lah. Very bored what, work work work.
Suprisingly, Mr P replied in a very serious manner, telling me that it is normal for a man of 32 year of age - single - with all his friends either married or attached - to behave like that. So Mr R's reaction is normal lah.
I was really quite taken back, normal? Really??
So kepo me go and talk to another male friend and the conclusion is.... IT'S REALLY NORMAL!
His rationale is: Men are very simple beings, at all times they must have money and love. Cannot either or okay, it must be both. So if no food, it's okay, then wont complain coz have money and love.
So we analyse Mr R situation, though Mr R has money, he is depressed and whiny because his basic needs is not balanced. He only has money, but love part not fulfilled. So if now we sholve a gf to Mr R, he will stop complaining/whining.... ok make that LESS complains/whines.
Apparently men needs to talk too, and all these while I thought you just need to give them a remote control/joystick and they will be happy as bird.
So is this theory real? Is this another Ripley's Believe It or Not?
I also dunno siah.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Why do we always hurt the people closest to us?
Actually I have been wanting to blog about this. Yes, problem at my family and yes it's my bro.
Sometimes, I really dont know what goes in his mind, I'm really willing to pay $1mil to go inside his head and see what he really is thinking.
The actions that he did sometimes really put people around him off, not to mention cause distress and hurt to people around him.
I'm fucking sure he doesn't do that to his friends lor. So why family bears the brunt of it?
Is it because we are family? No matter what happens, we still forgive and move on, so it gives him the ground to behave like a fucking bastard?
I'm really so sad and felt that why I can no longer communicate with my bro. Sometimes, I wonder if who I'm talking to - is the real him or is it not?
I would tear and can't fall to sleep whenever I'm disturbed by his behaviour.
I know as a sister, I need to let him grow up and lead his adult life, but his actions put me off and pissed me off a lot.
Really at a loss. Adult talk doesn't seem to work.
I really dont know what else I can do.
P/S: I talked to bro just now, letting him know the frustations he is causing. I really hope that he understand what I'm saying and not closing his ears with invisible hands. Lets work this out together bro! U know I still luv luv you no matter what you do, jerk!!! heeee
Sometimes, I really dont know what goes in his mind, I'm really willing to pay $1mil to go inside his head and see what he really is thinking.
The actions that he did sometimes really put people around him off, not to mention cause distress and hurt to people around him.
I'm fucking sure he doesn't do that to his friends lor. So why family bears the brunt of it?
Is it because we are family? No matter what happens, we still forgive and move on, so it gives him the ground to behave like a fucking bastard?
I'm really so sad and felt that why I can no longer communicate with my bro. Sometimes, I wonder if who I'm talking to - is the real him or is it not?
I would tear and can't fall to sleep whenever I'm disturbed by his behaviour.
I know as a sister, I need to let him grow up and lead his adult life, but his actions put me off and pissed me off a lot.
Really at a loss. Adult talk doesn't seem to work.
I really dont know what else I can do.
P/S: I talked to bro just now, letting him know the frustations he is causing. I really hope that he understand what I'm saying and not closing his ears with invisible hands. Lets work this out together bro! U know I still luv luv you no matter what you do, jerk!!! heeee
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