The day he got married

Actually not planning of blogging this coz i know sure cry one, but cant help it!
The day he got married, I cried like a pig... in bobo's car!
I teared all the way from my house to csb's place coz got bb's suprise bday party.
Just cant stop tearing.
I think csb's caterer thought I just broke up, I look si be ugly when meet caterer coz just cried for 1/2 hour.

Anyway, he looked so happy, so so happy, all smiles.
I felt a part of me also died when he looked so happy. ta ma de.
Jealous? Envious? maybe. It could have been me up there.
But I wish him the best and hope his married life will be a happy one - FOREVER.

Today I came to office to do accounts. Need to update accounts coz FA left mah.
my accounting skills so rusty and in the end i end up with 'sms fight' with FA on who is right and wrong.
si be bo-liao. i need third party to verify. Then i remember he is accountant, so i sms him. Sunday what, he may be out with his wife. Then he never replied back, maybe having hot sex with wife.

Suddenly ring ring ring ring.. he called. fuck, i dont think i can talk to him now lor.
but have to pick up phone, biz comes first!
So discuss discuss on the phone, how to treat certain items etc etc. ok me understooded and we said bye.
suddenly teared again - what the fuck man, why keep tearing! nah bei.

in my midst of tearing, he called again and said "eh you understand what i explained earlier not?"
fuck lah, I have to force out my answer while tearing. "yes la, i understand"
I think my heart moved up to my throat and formed a permanent lump there.
Lucky he continued to re-explain what he explained earlier, so i just need to "ya, yes, yes... yup". after which i managed to swallow the lump and talk normally.

STUPID, dont treat me so nice can! ARRGHH!!