Love yourself

Recently, a colleague of mine is undergoing a major heartbreak.
Well, her bf who is based overseas has another woman. Apparently this is not the first time.
(Yes, i also wonder why is she still hanging on to the relp?)
Anyway, the asshole told my colleague to give him 3 months, dont see her. By the end of 3 months, he will give her an answer.
and this silly colleague actually agreed.

Actually sometimes I wonder why we like to torture ourselves.
Life is alrady hard enough, we should do happy things right?
Why must we degrade ourselves in a relationship (like my colleague here) when we can do many many other things?

As all of you have known, recently me and R is on cold war because he flared/lose temper/shouted at me in front of my friends when I showed concern.
What the fuck? Go to hell lor.

R actually sms and called me a couple of times dont know for what fuck, but I dont know what to say to him so I ignored both sms and calls.
I thought for a very long time during the weekend, as I told Pow, do I need such a relationship?

Well P (R's gd friend) would say "Aiyah, you never try. How you know? R has a lot of good points!"
Yes, he has but he has his bad points too, isnt?
At this moment, when my business is ailing, with me shouldering the responsibility of my employees, I dont see why I need to subject myself to further torture.
I have been fucking patient with R's moodiness, temper, ai chup bo chup attitude. OKay, relationship give and take right? Since R is at times sweet and know what i like, i let it pass.

But the flaring up in front of my friend is a definite no (Maybe it's last straw that break the camel's back).
I will not, repeat, I will not tolerate anyone shouting at me. Fuck, you feed me is it? If R feed me like my dad does, okay lah, shout until your voice hoarse, i dont give a damn. The thing is even my dad dont shout at me.

R has not apologized, I dont think he will. Frankly, I will let this relp go.
I'm not a punching bag lor. And this weird relp has been him him him, never we we we.
Marriage next year lah, have kid next year lah, stop my business lah, learn to cook for him lah.
enough lah. I want someone who accepts me as who I am and not to be with someone who wants me to change to suit his preference.
Enough.

Maybe this is my ego speaking at the moment, and I may regret this decision in the future.
But at this point, if you ask me now, i will let R go.
I will not degrade myself further. I tried but doesnt work, I think we just dont suit each other.
If we cannot complement each other in terms of strengths and weaknesses, why be with each other? It will prolong misery.
So i will move on.

No one loves me? It's okay, I love myself.

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I misunderstood you since the day you left him.
I dont know you went through so much distress because of this company, and all this while I thought of you as a slut.
I'm glad we have a talk today.
Thank you and JZ, I'm so sorry.

S.S No.8

I'm in love! with bb player from Singapore Slingers!
He is player No.8, position: guard. but wah lao 25 years old.

He is cool dude!! Will post up his photos in my FB soon!

In loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *drool like a bull dog*

Tried and Tested II

Shisheido powder - Pass, not too bad.

Clarins Hydro XX (cant remember) - wah quite lousy, not moisturising enough. face dry like sand paper

Clarins sunblock - lurve to death

Shiseido blusher - not too bad

Kerastase - swear by it!

Lancome moisturiser - love it!

Lancome eye cream - ditch it!

Clinique lash curl or something - ka na sai. apparently it's created for people with already curl lashes. if you have asian lashes aka the 45 degree kind, dont bother to buy.

Origins mushroom moisturiser - not too bad, skin not so dry anymore

Origins eye serum - haven't seen any difference since I last use it.

CSB, how's your Lamer eye cream??

Forgot to update you guys

Dear Jess Ke,
Good day.

We spoke early last week on an opening grand stand that I ordered for my friend’s opening at Millenia Walk.
Delivery date: 13 September 2008
Recipient: Benno
Location: Millenia Walk
Cost: $120

I would like to express my disappointment over the personalized opening grand stand that I ordered from you for my friend’s boutique opening. When I spoke to you, you mentioned that you will design a nice beautiful grand stand on my friend’s opening. When I visited his opening yesterday, to my horror, the flowers that you used are already dying. I know some of the flowers you use are expensive ones, but they are dying. When I checked with my friend, he mentioned that when the flowers were delivered, the quality of flower is already ‘not fresh’ as it is.

This is such a disappointment because:
1. This is a grand opening of a boutique, yet you use dying flowers in the grand stand. I meant to send the flowers to my friend to congratulate him for his opening, I strongly believe DYING FLOWERS WILL NOT reflect that.
2. You caused embarrassment to your client by using such inferior quality flowers. I paid the amount you quoted in full but you caused me extreme embarrassment by sending inferior quality flowers. There is no way AT ALL you can compensate for this damage.
3. You told me $120 can get me a nice grand stand. But you don’t have quality in your product.
4. Grand stand flowers normally last at least for 3 days. Your flowers are already dying when you delivered on the FIRST DAY, which was Sat, 13 September.
5. I gave you ample time to make the necessary arrangement. I went early last week, you can check against your invoice order. So there is no excuse that you can’t source for quality flowers.

I’m a business owner myself, so I will give you some respect by not making a scene at your shop as you have walk-in customers. But I must highlight to you that this is not the way to do business. If you can’t deliver a good standard of grand opening stand at a budget of $120, let me know. You don’t use dying flowers to fit into my budget. You don’t believe me, go to Millennia Walk to check your flowers.

This is a huge disappointment indeed. You can be assured that this will be the first and definitely the last time I will ever make an order with Flower Scent. There is no way you can compensate for the embarrassment that you have caused me.

regards.

Tried and Tested

Recently I bought Ettusias (did i spell the damn brand correctly?) pore cover powder or something. It cost me $66, with cheo casing and all.

Before I bought the powder, I looked at the sales girl's face, powder not bad, so I ask her "Are you using this powder?". She said yes, so ho-seh-liao - i bought the powder coz the texture really quite nice.

The next day, i also woke up with gusto coz want to use new powder mah. First, serum, moisturiser, sunblock etc and finally ready for my powder. Woo hoo, look damn cheo!!!

As usual, I'm always running for buses in my heels. So run run run and damn-it perspire. When i reach office hor, still think i very cheo. But when I went toilet, ta ma de, the stupid powder becomes uneven/patchy on the face. Angwee!

The next day I tried using the powder again, i thought maybe it's my moisturiser or something. Ta ma de same result. so the powder is anti-perspiration. No perspiration damn cheo. When you perspire, I will look as if I got fungus on my face. Ta ma de, what kind of powder is that??? Who the hell don't perspire???? MANNEQUIN???? Cock!!!

Now after wasting $66, I have to waste more money to buy back my good old Shu Eumura. And I'm so so broke lor!!! Dont even have money to buy bra liao! Shucks...What kind of powder anti-perspiration one? Quite disappointed at Ettusias, their mascara was quite good, can't say the same for their other products.

Angwee!!!

Debrief for cheo blue dress

Jaycee says:
hahahaha in the blue dress not so bad lah
NONO FAT ASS says:
i look quite fat and i slouched
Jaycee says:
the green dress sorry
NONO FAT ASS says:
i need to stand straighter
Jaycee says:
the green dress is BAD
Jaycee says:
true frds tell the truth!!!
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya lah ya lah
Jaycee says:
i hope u better in person in the green dress hahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
ah ba den
NONO FAT ASS says:
super cheo
Jaycee says:
& hor
Jaycee says:
why u wear the bra with the blue dress arh
Jaycee says:
that dress supposed to be sexy neh
NONO FAT ASS says:
actually got tape one, but tape disappear during dinner
Jaycee says:
& make men drool
Jaycee says:
hahahaahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
i cannot find my normal bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
so ta ma de got to wear the bra u and me bought in bkk
Jaycee says:
hahahahahaha
NONO FAT ASS says:
hehe
Jaycee says:
u need more bras
NONO FAT ASS says:
this shows that must be prepared before going for wedding
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya, i v broke to buy new bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
i got one black lacy lacy bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
i cant find it
NONO FAT ASS says:
ta ma de
NONO FAT ASS says:
otherwise v sexy wat, can see my lacy lacy bra
Jaycee says:
is it in ryan's pocket?
Jaycee says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
Jaycee says:
ok u wanted to be slutty
NONO FAT ASS says:
ya
NONO FAT ASS says:
but cant find bra
NONO FAT ASS says:
ta ma de
Jaycee says:
in the end still look virgin
NONO FAT ASS says:
yes
NONO FAT ASS says:
nah bei